I heard a guitar playing and soft singing. It was peaceful and I wish I could wake up like this everyday. I was too tired to open my eyes. I breathed in heavily. My room smelt different and my neck was sore. I tried to roll over but there was something stopping me, I wasn't sure what it was and I moaning and stretched my legs out. I could hear more music playing... wait a second. Who put music on!
I opened my eyes and then it hit me. I screamed and started sobbing. I couldn't handle this anymore. I wanted to disappear. I searched for the scissors. 2nd times a charm right?
Justin: Hailey stop right now.
He came and laid down with me in my very small hospital bed. I cried into his shoulder.
Hailey: JUSTIN I WANT TO DIE! I screamed at him.
Justin: HAILEY DONT SAY THAT, IF YOU DIE THEN I DIE!
Hailey: Fine... and how long was I out?
Justin: Two days and I was getting scared that you weren't going to wake up.
I looked and his eyes and they were red and he had huge bags under his eyes.
Hailey: You look really tired.
Justin: Um its hard to sleep when your best friend fell 5 feet onto the cement and then tried to kill herself.
Hailey: Sorry.. I mumbled.
Justin: And by the way the nurse has been arrested for a minor assault.
Hailey: Oh.. I forgot about her until he brought it up.
Justin: Hailey I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen, she forced herself on me.
Hailey: It's fine.
I rolled over on top of him and put my legs on either side of him body. I leaned in and kissed him. He responded and I parted my lips slightly allowing him access. His tongue roamed my mouth.
The doors burst open. I froze and slowly got off of Justin.
Pattie: I'm so sorry. I should have knocked.
I blushed bright pink
Justin: Yeah thanks mom! He said this with a very sarcastic tone.
We both laughed at Justin's pouty childish face.
Pattie: Where is your dad Hailey?
I felt like crying now. I had forgotten about him before. His daughter almost died and he didn't even care to see her.
Hailey: He doesn't care about me.
Pattie: Oh honey I know for a fact he does.
Justin: He will come. He probably just had work.
Hailey: Yeah I wish it was just that.
Justin: He loves you, don't think like that.
I started crying and Pattie came over and hugged me. Justin hugged me awkwardly because he was laying beside me.
Justin: Mom, can you leave us alone for a second?
Pattie: Of coarse sweetie. Would you guys like me to go get some McDonalds?
Hailey: No thank you, I'm not hungry.
Well I was starving but I knew I couldn't afford to gain more weight.
Justin: Yes thank you. Get two hamburgers with ketchup, one large fries and two cokes.
Hailey: Actually diet coke for me please.
Pattie looked at me weird and Justin had a concerned look on his face because he knew what was going on. She left and made sure to close the door behind her.
Justin: Please eat. You are loosing weight.
Hailey: Good, that's what I was aiming for.
Justin: Hailey your beautiful.
Hailey: Thanks but I don't see it.
Justin: Then be my girlfriend.
HE JUST ASKED ME TO BE HIS FRICKEN GIRLFRIEND. LIKE OBVIOUSLY I LIKED HIM BUT FHGHDIGHIURD WAS I EVEN READY LIKE YESS FOR SURE I WAS GHIUGHDIUHGUHDIHGFIGHUGH. Once I snapped back to reality, I was staring into space with a grin like and idiot.
Justin: Umm Hailey? You don't have to... It was just a question.
Hailey: YES YES YES YES!!!
I once again climbed on him and kissed him passionately. I parted my lips allowing him entrance. There was a knock on the door. I jumped off of him wincing from the pain of the tube in my arm.
Justin: UGH EVERYTIME! I laughed at his childish whine.
Hailey: Come in!!!
Pattie: Here is your food honey.
Hailey: Thank you so much Pattie.
Pattie: No problem, I have to go run to some stores. Call me if you need me.
Justin: Bye mom. I will stay here until they let Hailey go.
She left again leaving us alone.
Hailey: You can have my hamburger cause I can tell you're really hungry.
Justin: Hailey you have to eat.
Hailey: I will drink my coke. Oh and can you get me my purse over their please?
Justin: I know that is diet so that doesn't count but sure.
He got out of bed and got me my black purse. I made sure not to draw attention to myself hoping that Justin wouldn't notice what I had. I took out a small pill bottle and dropped one small white pill into the palm of my hand. I was about to put it in my mouth and Justin grabbed my hand.
Justin: What the f*&% is that?
I knew I shouldn't lie t him but I don't need him to worry about me.
Hailey: Umm just some head ache relief.
Justin: You are the worst liar, let me see.
I popped it in my mouth before he could grab it.
Justin: HAILEY SPIT IT OUT RIGHT NOW! BEFORE I CALL THE NURSE!
I spit it out in his hand because the last thing I needed was for him to call the nurse.
Justin: Hailey please don't take these. You are perfect. How do you even get these anyways?
Hailey: I want to and my dad has some and I stole them from him.
Hailey: Make me.
He took the hamburger and shoved it in my mouth. I quickly ran to the bathroom, Ripping out the tub from my arm (which btw hurt A LOT). I spit out the hamburger. I knew he was right behind me but at least he would get the point. I gagged myself and I threw up whatever I could. I heard a sob and I looked behind me. Justin was on the floor crying. I felt terrible cause I knew it was my fault.
Hailey: Justin please don't cry because of me.
I cuddled him on the floor.
Justin: I thought I was going to help you but I guess I'm not that good.
This felt like someone stabbed me in the heart. It hurt to see him this upset.
Hailey: Yes you are. I'm sorry just please come back to bed.
Once he had stopped crying he got up. He suddenly picked me up bridal style and put me in the bed. We just cuddled and watch the little TV in hospital room for the next few hours.
HAAHA finally done!!! sorry it took so long. Ur comments literally make me sooooo happy thank you all so much. Update again tomorrow :)