9. Party time!!
I wasn't in the mood to be depressed. I knew I had to get Justin out of my mind. Hmm I know my dad has some alcohol. LETS GET DRUNK.
I found my dads hard liquor and drank straight from the bottle. I guess my goal was to pass out or something and I knew it wasn't going to take long. I am a light weight. After a couple shots I was already dizzy. Before I knew it I was throwing up and falling down to the bathroom floor.
I woke up with arms wrapped around me. I had a pounding headache. I had that feeling. I got out f bed and ran to the toilet. I started repeatedly throwing up and then somebody started holding my hair back. I knew who I was. I started sobbing. He hugged me on the bathroom floor. We sat their a long time without talking. Once I had calmed down and stopped crying, I broke a silent.
Hailey: "I'm sorry" I whispered into his shoulder.
Justin: You have nothing to be sorry about.
Hailey: Yeah, Im a mess.
Justin: Please just come back to bed.
I went with him back to bed and cuddled for a while.
Hailey: How did you get in last night?
Justin: When you came over for dinner, your dad told me where the spare key is. He said to take good care of you.
Well that meant he knew that he was never around to take care of me. This kind of hurt me. I felt bad that he felt guilty. It wasn't his fault my mom turned into and addicted so they were forced to divorce Justin was staring at me now.
Justin: Are you okay?
Hailey: Yeah.. Justin thinking.
Hailey: My parents.
Justin: Hailey, please don't. You always look so sad.
Dad: IM HOME HAILEY!!
Hailey: Ugh time to fake another smile
I know its rlly short, I just have no motivation right now
sorry new chapter tomorrow!!