My heart skipped a beat. What if he hates Justin now. What if he hates me and kicks me out and i am homeless for life and have bad hair and smell bad and then I die from bad stink.
"Earth to Hailey? Lets go down stairs and say hi". "Ughh do I have to" I whined. Instead of answering me he once and picked me up and flipped me over his shoulder. I felt kind of weird cause my butt was beside his head.
We got down stairs and Justin immediately put me down. At first I didn't understand why but when I saw my dad and the look on his face, I understood.
"HAILEY WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN, HAVING SEX WITH GUYS HUH? YOU THINK YOU ARE JUST SO SPECIAL TO THE WORLD?
I was shocked by his words. I was speechless.
"YEAH WELL WHEN YOU GOT A SHITTY FATHER AND DONT GET RAISED AS A HUMAN THEN THIS IS HOW YOU TURN OUT".
I feel guilty even though I know I shouldn't.
" GET OUT OF MY LIFE BITCH".
"WAS PLANNING ON IT".
Before I knew what was happening he reached out and slapped me across the face. I hit the floor and didn't plan on trying to get up. Justin's arms wrapped around me and picked me up. Without saying a word to my dad he carried me outside and back to his house. I didn't say anything nor did I move. He lay me down on his bed and a curled up. I still hadn't made a sound. Justin crawled in beside me and held me tight. I thought about my dad and how that was the first time he had ever hit me. Justin didn't speak either. His arms were comforting, wrapped around me.
"We should go get some food" he suggested. I knew food would only make me feel worse. "I don't want food". "Hayley you cant just not eat". "Watched me" I said as I snuggled back into him. we fit like a puzzle piece as he is spooning me. He is warm and his breath is hitting the back of my neck. It is calming. "Hayley please just at least come with me downstairs and then we can come back to bed". "Fine". I got up and ignored how dizzy I was from standing up to fast. Justin saw how tired I was and picked me up bridal style but this time I enjoyed being held in his arms. I didn't squirm or yell.
He put me down on the counter like in the morning so my legs were hanging over the edge. "What would you like to eat"? He asked. "Nothing, you eat and I will watch". I suggested even though I was smart enough to know he wouldn't let that happen. "We can eat popcorn and watch a movie upstairs"?. "Sure" I replied knowing that was the best offer I was going to get.
He made the pop corn and came over to pick me up again but I hopped down from the counter showing him that I can walk by myself. I didn't get far before he swooped down and swung me over his shoulder.
I lied back down in his bed and started thinking about "it". A sudden burst of emotions came out and I burst into tears.
Sorry i haven't updated for the past two days. This chapter is probably boring but it will get better, promise.