I got another text from Luke saying,"I heard what happened and I know you did it because of me and I'm so sorry I'm in love with you but if you don't want to be with me that is completely fine it's just that I need you in my life and I didn't mean what I said, I'm so sorry that I caused you to do this, I hate myself now, anyways I'm sorry and I love you." I still didn't answer it even if I wanted to. I started crying just to the thought that I did all of this because of a stupid boy, I felt so stupid and I realized the same feeling that I didn't want to be there anymore, I don't want to be alive. The nurse came in and told me that my mom was there to pick me up and that I would be going home that day. I met my mom inside of her car and I didn't say anything and I didn't plan on it. It was silent for a few minutes but then my mom asked,"So what's the real story, why did you do it? And don't lie to me, your friends have been worried sick so I need to know why you did it." I just put my headphones in my ear without saying a word and put it on full blast so I didn't hear her talking about it. I texted Gabrielle telling her that I was out of the hospital and that I would be at school the next day- I went to sleep- and in the morning got ready and then rode the bus to school so I could avoid talking to everyone. I sat down in my first class and Luke ran beside me and sat next to me before Gabrielle could- I let him even if I didn't really want to see or talk to him. Luke grabbed my hands while trying to pull my sleeves, I slapped his hand as hard as I could while his hand backing away I said,"Why the fuck are you trying to do that? What is wrong with you? You know that were in school, stop trying to make everything noticeable." I almost started crying so I just grabbed my books and bad and ran out of the classroom and walked all the way to bathroom. I heard the bell ring and seen Gabrielle running in there to get me,"I knew you would be in here, I'm sorry, I seen what Luke was doing to you, he is just curious but dum, anyways if you need anyone to talk to I'm always here for you but let's go we're gonna be late to second period." The rest of the day was boring, I didn't talk to any of the guys or even walk by them even if I was mostly trying to avoid Luke. I didn't want a ride to school so I just walked which would only be about a 15 minute walk. I heard a voice shout behind me,"Hey, wait up I'm gonna walk with you, we really need to talk." I turned around and seen Luke, I got mad and tried to walk faster than him but he beat me and grabbed both of my shoulders."Look Luke I don't want to talk to you about anything, can you please just leave me alone, I'm tired of talking I just want to be home." Luke looked at me but still said,"Look, I'm sorry I know you did this because of me but I want to see and I want to know how bad it is because I care about you Montana, I love you and I'm not gonna stop until you tell me so I can help you." I was about to pull up my sleeve but I decided to say,"how can you help me if your the one who did this to me in the first place?" Luke gave me the really were going there look, so I told him that we would walk and sit under a tree in the park. Once we reached the park, we found a tree to sit under and as soon as we both say down under the tree Luke said,"Okay can you show me everything, and tell me what happened at the hospital and everything." Before I even pulled my sleeve up I had tears rolling down my face and when I did pull it up I seen Luke wiping tears off of his face. He kissed my cheek and held my hand telling me that he was sorry for everything that he did to cause it and he loved me more than anything in the world. Luke sat up against the tree an I laid my head on his lap, Luke stroked his fingers through my hair and looked in to my eyes and said,"I told you I didn't want you to do it again, but then the reason you did was because of me and I am so sorry, I love you and I'm sorry I caused you that much pain it hurts me so much to know that I did this." I looked up at Luke as he kissed my forehead and told me how beautiful and amazing I was, I just blushed for a moment but then I looked back up into his blue eyes," When I was at the hospital they told me that I cut a vein, and if they hadn't got me there in time that I would have died and they also said if I take too many pills at a time again I can still die..", Luke told me to look at him and when I looked at him he told me to sit up, when I did he grabbed me by my waist, came forward and kissed me on the lips. It was the best kiss I have ever had in my entire life. He pulled away and said,"Montana, I know this doesn't mean anything to you but I do love you more than anything in the world, and I wouldn't trade anything else for the times that I have spent with you, no matter what happens I will always love you, no matter what I say or do, because I'm stupid and when I say mean things I don't mean them because your the most important person in my life and I want it to stay like that forever." I got a huge grin on my face and pulled forward to kiss Luke again, this time it wasn't just a kiss, we started making out under a tree, in a park where everyone could see us but we didn't care because we both loved each other. I got a tap on my shoulder and when I turned around I seen Calum standing there and saying,"I knew you liked him."