8. Night Sky
"My parents are back and I have to move." Luke looked at me as tears began to dwell in his eyes. "W-w-wha do you mean y-y-you have to leave?" "No, my parents are coming back to Australia and there gonna move here and there moving in this neighborhood so we can all live by each other!" I said excitedly while hugging Luke. After my parents got moved in I told them I was going out with Gabrielle even though I was going to see Luke -they would never let me even see a boy so I had to lie. It was beautiful outside all of the stars in the sky and the weather was perfect so me and Luke decided to go for a walk. Luke grabbed my hands while he told me,"Let's go up that hill and just hang out for a little bit up there." When we got to the top of the hill, Luke sat down and I sat right next to him. I laid down starring at the night sky while Luke laid beside me. I rolled over on my side looking at him and he rolled over looking at me- so we were both looking into each other's eyes. Luke grabbed my hands while our fingers went together Luke came forward and kissed me on the lips, of course I kissed back because it was Luke. He grinned at me with his dimples and said, "I've been wanting to do that for a long time now, I really like you Montana." I looked down at our hands,"I didn't think you liked me, Calum told me you did, but I didn't think someone like you would like someone like me- when Calum told me I literally fell out of my seat laughing because I thought he was joking." Luke kissed my cheek and said,"No your the most amazing person I have ever met in my life, and I would never want to find someone else better than you, I don't think there could be anyone better than you because your perfect." I smiled while thinking of what Luke just said to me but then I remember how he flirts with almost every girl that he sees as that thought went through my head I couldn't let it leave so I lost my smile and said,"I'm sorry Luke, I really do like you but the first day when we went back to school I seen you with a whole group of girls flirting with them, and I don't want a guy who flirts with everyone- I seen you grab one of their butts and squeeze and I'm sorry." Tears started rolling down my face- it hurt me to turn down Luke with how much I liked him but I had to, I didn't want to get hurt by the most amazing person ever. Luke sat silent for a minute and then said,"If that's how you feel then maybe I should stay out of your life forever and we can never see each other again- I would totally be fine with that! " I got even more tears in my eyes but before I started balling my eyes out, I ran all the way back to my house, ran in my room, slammed the door and grabbed a knife- I was just so mad and sad, I had so many emotions I didn't even know what to think so I just took my wrist and started cutting until they bled so my heart wouldn't ache as much, and then I had to finish it off with my legs- my comforter was completely stained and drenched with blood; I have never cut that bad before but I couldn't help it, the truth is..it didn't hurt as much as what Luke had said to me.