Luke is still asleep and I had a plan to see if he still likes me or not. I go and find all of the guys sitting of the couch and they agreed on doing the plan so I start writing a note to Luke.
I really like you but you don't like me anymore and these last few weeks we have been drifting apart. I've been doing things that I don't like and you have been being even meaner to me, and assuming things that aren't true. I know you probably won't care but I'm moving back to Florida in the morning when you're asleep. I'm sorry Luke, I'm gonna really miss you.
There was a stomp in the back room, "GO, GO, GO, Luke is up." Michael tried whispering. I ran out the front door and sat in the middle of the road to see if Luke would do anything when he seen me. After the guys showed Luke the note I had left him, he stormed out the door,"Where are you going?" Ashton yelled at Luke. Luke didn't even think to look back,"I still love Montana, and I'm not letting her leave like this I'm going back to get her anyway that I can." Luke turned around and seen me standing in the middle of the road, he started running towards me as I started running in tears towards him. When I was only about 6 feet in front of him he held out his arms and I jumped into them as he held onto me with a tight grip. I was so happy Luke wasn't mad anymore, I couldn't live with him being mad at me for another day. Luke grabbed me even tighter and said,"Don't trick me like that ever again, I'm in love with you and I can't spend one second without you- all the time your on my mind and I want to see you every day of my life, I never want you to leave me- your the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wouldn't trade you for anything else in the world, no matter whenever I get mad and say mean things to you, I don't mean them because I will always love you." In that moment my legs were wrapped around Luke's waist and my hands were wrapped around his neck and as I lifted me head up off his shoulders I seen everyone standing behind us. I looked directly at Calum and see him looking at the ground, when he looked at me he rolled his eyes and started walking back into the house. Luke put me down while everyone ran over and gave us a group hug. Ashton pulls out his wallet and says, "I'm hungry, who wants to walk to Mcdildos (mcdonalds) with me? I'll pay. Michael and Luke decided to go with him while me and Gabrielle stayed at the house. I walked through the house trying to find Calum but I couldn't find him anywhere. I yell through the whole house to Gabrielle,"Have you seen Calum anywhere?" It took her a minute to answer but she said,"Yeah, he just told me he was leaving and he walked out the front door but he had a big bag with him." I ran through the hallway and as soon as I saw Gabrielle I told her I didn't know when I was gonna be back but to tell the boys I was going to run some errands. My phone vibrated and I took it out of my pocket, it was a text from Calum:
When we were kissing, I thought you actually liked me but I was wrong because you obviously still like Luke. I have liked you for the longest time but I never said anything because I knew you liked Luke but after I seen what you did because of him I thought maybe I could change it around and we could be together but I was wrong, I don't know anymore all I know is I'm done. The rope is already hanging on the tree, this is the last you will ever hear from me, not like you care but anyways BYE!
As I was reading it I got tears in my eyes but I had to focus. He said there was a rope on the tree and there were some woods only about a 2 minute walk from where I was. As I started running towards them I texted Calum back and said
I'm on my way Calum. Please don't do this to yourself. Trust me suicide isn't the answer over someone stupid. I finally seen the rope only a few inches away from my face but I didn't see Calum on it which gave me some relief. I looked down and see Calum lying there, it looked like he had been taking drugs or something. I tried shaking him then I started screaming," CALUM WAKE UP! WAKE THE FUCK UP NOW!" He didn't respond in anyway. I then found a bag lying next to him that the drugs had been in. Then I was really worried. The same thought went through my head over and over. Was Calum really dead? And if he was, it was all because of me.