Mocha the Bear

The origin of my username, plus other shit. Warning! Yellow–may contain some mature content. Cursing is not censored. © Copyright 2014-2017. All rights reserved. I created the cover myself.


273. Stupid Entry 1

Okay so I have compiled some small diary entries when I have been having a bad day. Hope you like the misery that I somewhat went through?  It started near the end of last year. -Alondra, 1.30.17


My father: he made me laugh, he made me cry, and even made me yell at him. One thing for sure, he was sort of right you know. Sort of but not completely. Yeah, the whole ‘act your age’ is completely and utterly bullshit. And in every single fight and argument he claims that he ‘loves’ me.

I’m surprised that he hasn’t kicked me out of the house yet.



But now we are okay.


For now.


Actually, I think I enjoy it like this now.

But he probably will keep yelling at me.

Because I’m almost 20 and I don’t know how to drive.


I’ll keep you updated.



He wants me to graduate college and instead of pursuing a career in aviation, he wants me to fucking open up a Mexican convenience store. Priorities. Not too mad at him though.



Heading to class in a bit. Um. Trying to improve still. I’m working on it.


I think this is cliché, but new year; new me. I’m happy to see what’s in store for me this year. Hopefully it’s less shitty than last year.


Stand fucking corrected. Shitty as fuck still. Got a new phone case though.


So far it has been just another ride on the rollercoaster of life. Damn it. I’ve turned into Zayn.  


Found a condom on the ground outside a family restaurant. Also my English teacher referred to modern romance novels as ‘mommy porn’. He talked about sex and porn and such because it relates to medieval literature or whatever. I almost laughed when he asked, "Does anyone know what fan-fiction is?"


Family made me feel stupid at Buffalo Wild Wings. It doesn’t help that I’m on my period either. I just want to curl up into a ball and fucking sleep.


Out at Olive Garden. So far it’s been an interesting day. Not looking forward to my homework


I won't post regularly, but I'll try.

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