152. My Little Pool of Depression
I am always depressed nowadays whenever it's close to my birthday. This Wednesday is it, and I don't really care. I'm turning 19 and I don't care. Each time I gain a year, I always look back and see that I haven't truly accomplished anything great in my life. Sure, I was the first in my family to graduate high school and to be attending college. However, in the society today, all that matters is money and social media and shit like that. Wondering what celebrities do on a daily basis. Hell, there are even people that complain about struggles that do not even compare to the struggles faced by others who live in other countries were they do not have the same privileges and liberties are we do. It sickens me that I live in a country where people complain about the smallest things.
What I'm trying to say is...well, I am not sure.
My life has its ups and downs like the bumps of a roller coaster.
I don't know who I am yet.
I don't know what my future will hold.
To be honest, I am terrified.
Terrified of what will happen to me in the long run.