I wasn't planning on doing much that day. It was a Saturday, which usually consisted of bindge watching TV series in my underwear. Yet today, Calum was there. And for some reason, I didn't feel comfortable being less dressed around him any more. I felt ashamed of my body, which I never had around Calum. We'd always been close, so I didn't care when I was around him. Yet now, I felt like I had to cover up, and hide my size 10 figure. I knew I wasn't fat, but I suddenly felt self conscious. I pulled on my jeans, and a baggy shirt, as Calum walked in. "What are you doing?" He asked. "Getting dressed." I replied. "Why, Asia? You're body is beautiful." He smiled, clutching my shoulders. "I don't feel it." "What's happened? You've never felt uncomfortable around me." He said. I looked into his deep brown eyes. "Calum, this can't work. What if one of us gets feelings? We'll just get hurt." "But we won't get feelings. Just sex, remember?" He kissed me. He tried it on with me, but I pushed him away. "We need to talk about this." I said. "What's to talk about? I thought we were having fun." "We are, but maybe it's getting dangerous." He looked at me as if I'd just broken his heart. He didn't say a word, just pulled on his jeans, and left.
I didn't see him for a week after our argument. When he finally came round, I was watching a movie with Ashton. "I'll get the door." Ashton said. He swung it open, to Calum stood in the hall, clutching the biggest bunch of roses I'd ever seen. "You've got to be fucking kidding me!" Ashton cried. "Hear me out," Calum said. "It was just sex. But I think Asia started to like me. And I like her. So I want to make it work." Aston pushed him out of the door. "Don't you dare! You used my little sister for sex, then think you can come back? Fuck off. You're a waste of space, Calum." Calum shook his head. "No, Ashton. Hear me out," he said, placing the flowers on the table. "Yeah, what my and Asia have is just sex. That was the deal. But maybe, I have fucking feelings in places over than my dick. Feelings I didn't know existed, until I met your sister. Everything she does, makes me fall a little bit more. Especially the stupid things. Like the way she only toasts one side of her toast, and how she can't sleep without socks on. And how her underwear is always neon, and 90% of it is either disney or unicorns. I love that she's not afraid to be herself. Remember that time we all went to the mall? And 'she looked so perfect' came on, and she started singing at the top of her lungs. Even that, I've fallen in love with. And I'm sorry Ashton, but if Asia feels the same, I'll risk everything for her. Even our friendship." Ashton patted him on the back. "Good luck, man. I'm sorry. Asia, we can do this tomorrow." He said, kissing me on the forehead. That left me and Calum, alone. Shit. Time to talk about feelings.