Ashton pinned Calum violently against the wall. "What the actual fuck man? That's my little sister!" He screamed. i pulled on my top. "Ash, let him go!" I screamed. " look I'm sorry man, it won't happen again." Calum cried. "Damn right it won't! What the fuck Asia?" The look of disappointment in Ashton's eyes made me want to cry. "Ashton I'm not 13 anymore, I know what I'm doing!" I screamed. "Clearly you don't! Sam was a prick, so you move on to another?" Calum pushed Ashton off of him. "If I want to see Asia, I will. It's not down to you what she does." Ashton didn't say anything now. He grabbed his keys, and left. I turned to Calum, who was still completely naked. "Fuck." I said. "Yeah,"Calum replied. "That would be good right now." I laughed, but I could see Calum was deadly serious. He kissed me, and things just kinda started again.
The next day was so awkward. I went with Calum to band practise, as I did most weeks. Ashton wouldn't talk to either of us, no matter how hard we tried. I'd never felt so awkward. "What's up with you guys?" Luke asked. "Long story." I laughed. I went to get a coffee whilst the boys did some recording. Ashton followed me. "Asia, I'm sorry. I overreacted. It was just weird walking in on my best friend, and you're practically my sister." He sighed. "But just answer me this. If you're gonna get with him, at least tell your dad." I shook my head. "We're not together. It was a one time thing. It just kinda happened. I'm sorry." "Promise it's over?" Ashton asked. "It's over. I promise." I smiled. Ashton hugged me. "I love you, sis." "I love you too."
Calum didn't stay that night. I guess it was too weird. I couldn't be bothered to cook, so I ordered pizza. I sat in my underwear and oversized green day top, and scrolled through Netflix to find a film. Almost as soon as American Horror Story started, there was a knock at the door. I opened it a small amount, and stuck my head round. Calum stood here, in black ripped skinnys and a hoodie. "Gonna let me in?" He asked. I swung open the door. "How come you're here?" I asked. "Wanted to see you." He said. "You saw me earlier!" I laughed. "Not how I wanted to." He replied, kissing me. I pulled away. "Is that all you want? We can't just have a film night or something?" "Yeah, but this is more fun." He replied. "But it's also not how it used to be. I don't want it to change things." "Fine," he sighed. "It won't." He put his arms around me, and cuddled me whilst we got through the whole Asylum series. It was perfect. I guess I must have fallen asleep on him, because when I woke up in the morning, we were still sat the same way.
It was then I realised. Maybe it couldn't be just sex. Because maybe I'd get feelings for him. Feelings I didn't realise I ready had.