1. The Internt Spell
~~I just want to go to sleep to take the pain away, the sickness in my stomach I have every day. But if I really think about it the pain is not mine it's a worldwide pain that's built up over time. Everything you say and everything you do, yes, that is plural I'm talking to all of you. All the hideous thoughts and plans in your head you've shared them with me over the fucking Internet. Imagine if a child could get inside your mind you'd be ashamed and scared of what they might find. All their innocence would disappear because of your thoughts and they'd forget everything they had ever been taught. They'd see all your lies and all your hate and before you can stay stop, it would be too late. So why can't you just stop and think something nice for a change, I'm sick of all the crap your all putting all over the place, about how you’re not happy anymore and about how you're always wanting more. You're too caught up inside your head obviously you’re not going to feel anything as we probably all have said. Stop complaining about what you got in front of you and start enjoying nature like you were born to do and if I see online another I want to kill myself that's another kick to MY mental health before you post all those status' about people you hate think about the world and it's state. You influence others opinions and thoughts and that could lead to all bloody sorts imagine if everyone only said nice things wouldn't that change how people are acting. I admit pain needs to be felt but that doesn't mean you need to give it to everyone else. Every action in time has caused another to think and sometimes that can lead to disgusting things. I'm not saying don't share your sad times I'm just saying there is a fine line. You need to know when enough is enough cos the world is getting to be a horrible place I mean killings and suicide are happening every day. That is because we turn the gore into news we feed on drama do we give a shit who's? no we don't and that's what is wrong this has all been going on too long a ten year old now is probably having sex and why is that oh yes the fucking Internet we stay up all night, guilty as charged we know we should give it up but it's too bloody hard. No one is getting help fast enough, why can’t there be a place you can go to talk about stuff.
Don’t just put it online and hope someone will see, why don’t you help someone and live life more purposefully. I don’t care if you say I’m full of a load of crap or contradicting myself, I just don’t want to lose any more sleep and damage my health.
I wish I was born way back in the past, or God if you're listening I pray everyone's happiness would last. Every time you say something negative to me the impact it has makes it harder to see the love or the hope or the peace. Soon we'll all be completely unaware as we are wrapped in our own world's we're too lazy to share about half the population are on addictive pills they say it will make u happy but really they kill. They're killing the real you the one you lost long ago, the one that was happy whose mind would grow now we're all the same complaining for a better day. And how are you supposed to achieve that day when the lights from your screens get in the way, they get in the way of talking face to face they get in the way of playing games they get in the way of a good night's sleep and they get in the way of people trying to speak. Well I've had enough of this web corrupting my brain, my thoughts are no longer mine to appreciate they are full of depression and anger and God knows what else can someone please take me away from the Internet spell.
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