9. My brothers best friend Chapter 9
We threw a party for Maddy's birthday, I recently figured out that Michael Clifford likes Maddy and I don't like one bit because I'm the jealous type but I'm waiting to see what happens and If he makes a move on her then I'll do something. But I wonder how Calum's going to react but then again Calum likes Luke's girlfriend, But Luke doesn't. Don't tell him I told you.
Ashton's probably already told you that I like maddy but I don't care if he likes or not, It's my feelings. I know Maddy is Ashton's girlfriend but I can't help it. She's beautiful and I wish she was my girlfriend and I know how Calum feels because he is in love with my sister as well as Luke is but that's the thing. Luke doesn't know that Caulm likes Kaitlyn and when he finds out he is going to be pissed.
Yes I like Kaitlyn but how can you not like her? She's beautiful and I'm just hoping that Luke doesn't find out because if he finds out he will kill me or he won't kill me but he will never talk to me again and Luke's like my best friend but I'm hoping that the boys don't go around running their mouths about who me and Mikey like, because Mikey and I will be dead.
I found out that Michael like me and Ashton doesn't like the fact that Michael likes me but Michael needs to understand the fact that I love Ashton and that I wouldn't do anything to hurt him because I love him to death and losing him would kill me.
I didn't what to do when Calum told me he likes me. My first thought was to tell Luke about it but Calum told me he didn't want Luke to find out. I didn't know how I was going to keep this from Luke because sooner or later Luke is going to find out that Calum likes and right at that moment Luke walks in the room.
I knew something wasn't right but I don't know what it was but I was going to find out. I probably wouldn't like what I was going to find out but I don't care if it has something to do with the boys, Kaitlyn or anything I'll be pissed no matter what. I love Kaitlyn and I honestly don't plan on losing her but I feel like I am losing her. I love her so much that if I lose her i'd literally kill myself. I can't live without her.