Author's note: THIS CHAPTER GETS SERIOUSLY SEXUALLY EXPLICIT I WARNED YOU. LOVE YOU GUYS!!
I nervously get ready for school knowing that I'll have to face Ashton and Luke again today. I pull on my grey t shirt and denim shorts. I slip on my white vans. I curl my hair today. I take a section from the front, twist it and pin it to the back of my head. I leave home without having breakfast. I do that sometimes. I didn't take any lunch because I knew that I wouldn't be able to eat.
The bell rings and I leave class. I feel someone tap me on the back "Luke?"
"We need to talk." He grabs my hand and pulls me into the janitor's closet. "Alana I'm sorry I kissed you. I really like you and I wanted to tell you that but instead out of nowhere my lips fell onto yours."
"Look, Luke it's okay. I guess I should've told you this; I'm-
"I'm sorta going out with Ashton." Luke looked away. He licked his lips in disappointment "Alana you should've told me."
"I know I'm sorry. It's just that I don't know if I like you or not." Luke raised his eyebrows "Alana I don't know what to say."
"Are you mad?"
"No, just confused."
"Ok well whatever you do DON'T tell Ashton about this." Luke nods. We stop talking and just stare into each other's eyes. He leans in to kiss me but I push him away "Luke no." He narrows his eyes at me. I start to question if Luke is actually a nice guy or not. He's kinda betraying his friend, but on the other hand; when you're in love, you're in love and there's nothing you can do about it. "Alana you like me; don't fight it." I roll my eyes at Luke. He's kinda starting to piss me off. "Luke I'm not going to cheat on Ashton."
"C'mon babe." He holds me in his arms. I struggle to escape "Don't call me babe." I'm so close to actually cheating on Ashton. I'm disgusted in myself. Luke won't let go of me "God do you ever get rejected?" I say. Luke laughs "Nope."
"I case you've forgotten; Ashton is your FRIEND." Luke doesn't say anything. I slip out if his arms and run away. I show no sign of me falling for Luke, but deep down inside he turns me on.
Where is Alana hiding this time... I see Luke walking around. He seems to have a smirk on his face. "Hey Luke. Whatcha smiling about?"
"Ohh nothing." I just give him a confused look and carry on. I see Calum. Next to him is Alana. I walk up to her. "Oh hi Ash." She says "Hey." I lean over Alana as I put my hand on the locker behind her. Calum walks away. I kiss her on the cheek. She blushes. I was about to say something but the bell rang sending us back to class.
I sit in my living room. I haven't eaten all day. My phone vibrates. Luke is calling me. I roll my eyes. Being the desperate fool I am; I pick up. "What do you want Luke."
"Alana please come over we h-"
"I'm coming over." And just like that I hang up and go to Luke's house. Ever since what happened today I really want to see him again.
I ring the doorbell. Luke answers the door. He hugs me. I hug him back. "My parents aren't home." He says "Luke I know what you're thinking. I'm not going to have sex with you." I say unamused "Who said I wanted to have sex with you?"
"Your face." I walk inside. Luke closes the door. "Alana I know you want me."
"Really... Is that why you called me."
"Just sit down on the couch." I sit down. I have no idea why I was doing what he said. "Alana I think you're sexy. You know that?"
"And actually Alana you were right. I really want to have sex with you." I stood up straight away "I'm leaving." Luke blocks the door "Alana do you know what you're missing out on?" I sit back down "Yes, good girl." I'm scared. "Luke are you going to rape me?" At this point I don't know if I want to have sex with him "No only a sicko would rape you." I sigh in relief. Luke walks over to me and picks me up. There he goes again, hypnotising me with his dreamy blue eyes. I can't take it. I jump on him. We fall on the floor. I have my arms wrapped around him. He holds onto my butt. His tongue climbs into my throat. I wrap my tongue around his. We roll around on the floor. Not a slid of guilt crosses my mind. Luke puts his hand under my shirt. Somehow he manages to take it off. He also takes off his own. Soon we're just rolling around in our underwear. He had tacos on his underwear... TACOS. I had my matching bra and underpants on. They were were a bright peach color and were lace- you couldn't see through them though. Luke's lip piercing felt cold under my lip, but wasn't irritating at all. Luke dragged me onto the couch he took off everything I was still wearing and took off his to. What happens next is obvious- he fucks me right in the pussy. I let out moans. It really hurts but at the same time it feels good. After a while we stop. We put our clothes back on. Just as I'm about to leave the guilt rises up. "Oh dear god I just cheated on Ashton."