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I head to class with Luke. Luke and I are getting pretty close. We've started telling secrets though haven't told him about me and Ashton hooking up. In fact I haven't told anybody, not even Mali. I do really like hanging out with Luke; he's really sweet to me. Luke and I sit next to each other in class. "Alana I like your hair today." He says. I look down at my hair "Really? It's exactly how it usually is." He shrugs. The bell rings. "Good morning class." The teacher starts to talk some shit about road safety or something. Luke reaches into his pocket. He pulls out a sheet of paper and rips a bit off the corner. He pulls a pen out of his pocket and writes on the ripped bit of paper. He hands the piece of paper to me. The paper reads:
I turn the paper over and write a message:
Passing notes in class are we??
I hand the paper to him. He smiles as he reads the note. He rips off another piece. "Luke Hemmings why are you ripping paper?" The teacher asks. Luke looks up at the teacher. The teacher doesn't seem mad, just confused. I casually put my hand over my mouth. I felt like I was going to burst into laughter. "I like ripping paper. It keeps me calm." Luke says "Well maybe you should stop. It seems to be distracting Alana."
"Oh- ok then." Luke stutters. The teacher takes his attention off Luke again. I look at Luke and he looks back at me. I grin at him and he rolls his eyes. He mouths "Whatever" to me as I was laughing without sound. When class ended I took to immediately find Ashton and ditch Luke. As I was looking through the school halls I felt someone slap my butt. I turned around to slap who ever did that "Alana!"
"Oh hey Ashton! I thought you were some stranger who just slapped my ass." Ashton laughed "That's what I was going for." We walk back to the tree by the oval and sit. Ashton starts humming a tune.
D C B A C
G G D C B A
G G C G G C G G
G G G G G A G G C C C C D B
"What ya humming?" I ask "The boys and I are writing a song." He says shyly "What's it called?"
"Can you sing it for me?"
"Ok but it's not finished." He starts to sing
She's dropping out of school 'cause she don't need the grades,
The colors in her hair don't seem to fade,
I get dressed up when I go out, but she gets dressed down
She's 17, told her I'm 20,
I couldn't take her out 'cause Mum's got no money,
It's stuff like this that makes me wish that I could change somehow
Sitting here at home, it's obvious
She's so out of reach, and I'm finding it hard
'Cause she makes me feel, makes me feel,
Like I try, like I try, like I'm trying too hard,
'Cause I'm not being me, and it's getting me down
That she makes me think, makes me think,
That I try, that I try, that I'm trying too hard again
"That was amazing." I smile at him and he smiles back.
Where's Alana? I need to talk to her. After class she just disappeared. I search the halls and the library. I didn't see her there. Maybe she's on the oval. I find her there sitting beside Ashton underneath an oak tree. "Alana!" I call out. I see her eyes look up at me. She waves. I walk over to her. "Hey Alana can I speak to you in private?" I ask "Of course Luke." Alana gets up "Ashton I'm just gonna be a sec." Ashton nods. We walk off and go to a unisex bathroom. "So what was it you wanted to tell me?" She asks.
Our bodies are quite close together since we 're in a bathroom stall. "I um-" Luke pauses for a couple of seconds "I just wanted to say-" Luke seems nervous. I wonder what's on his mind. All of a sudden he grabs me by the waist, pushes my body against his and just kisses me. He runs his hands up to the back of my head so I couldn't pull away. He forced his tongue into my mouth. He was so strong I couldn't stop him. He let go of me and stopped kissing. He looked at me slightly worried and bit his lip. I just stared at him and didn't say anything. I had my eyes and my jaw wide open. I quickly ran out of the bathroom. My mind was clogged with shock and confusion. Underneath it all I couldn't help but wonder: Was it wrong that I liked it?