I nearly started crying when they said Brax was going to possibly go to jail for 20 years, but then an ad came on and I let out a heavy sigh.
'Why does this always happen! Whenever it is getting good there is always an ad. It's so fucking annoying!' I yell.
'I know what you mean..' Caitie says.
The ad finishes after about 3 minutes then Home and away came back on.
I shushed everyone an continued to watch.
'That was the saddest episode ever!' I say in tears.
'Im going to miss Brax so much!' Caitie says.
'I want Heath to come back! And Bianca!' I say.
'Same! Ricky isn't going to cope without Brax, and the baby is going to be older then Jet and VJ when Brax comes out of jail!' Caitie says.
'I know! This is so depressing! Speaking of VJ. He is hot!' I say enthusiastically.
I see Calum look at me with his mouth wide open, I laugh.
'What about me!?' Calum says pretending to be offended.
'What about you?' I say trying to keep a straight face but failing miserably, I end up laughing so hard by the way Calum was looking at me. 'Im sorry, I apologise! Your hot also' I say with a wink.
'I know I am.' Calum says pretending to flick his nonexistent 'long' hair.
'Not modest at all.' I say with a laugh.
'Me, no way!' Calum responds. We all laugh, I start to play some music on my phone.
'WE FOUND WONDERLAND! YOU AND I GOT LOST IN IT! AND LIFE WAS NEVER WORSE BUT NEVER BETTER!' I yell at the top of my lungs.
'EH EH EH EH EH EH IN WONDERLAND! EH EH EH EH EH EH EH IN WONDERLAND EH EH EH EH EH EH EH IN WONDERLAND EH EH EH EH EH EH EH IN WONDERLAND!'
'I REACH FOR YOU BUT YOU WERE GONE! I KNEW I HAD TO GO BACK HOME! YOU SEARCHED THE WORLD FOR SOMETHING ELSE TO MAKE IT FEEL LIKE WHAT WE HAD! AND IN THE END IN WONDERLAND WE BOTH WENT MAD!' I continued screaming.
'Ok Stevie that's enough!' Michael giggles.
'No, no it's not. This is my favourite song. I'm going to get my AUX cord and play it in the stereo now. On repeat too.' I say with a cheeky grin.
'But my head ache isn't gone yet.' Luke says and Ashton moans.
'Oh well I'll have it on low because I am kind and caring person.' I say. Caitie laughs. 'Caitie! Shhh!' I say as I get up off the couch and go to the stereo near the T.V.
I put the song on but not the original, I put on the version by At Sunset.
'This isn't the original' Calum says.
'Yeah I know, I just like this version. I like the guitars in this version and I love the music video for it. TOM JAY WILLIAMS IS SO FUCKING SEXY!' I say.
'Wow.' Is all Ashton says.
'FLASHING LIGHTS, WE TOOK A WRONG TURN WE FOUND OUR RABBIT HOLE! WE HELD ON TIGHTLY, COS NOTHINGS AS IT SEEMS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL! AND didn't they tell us don't rush into things? Didn't you flash your green eyes at me? Haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds? Didn't it all seem new and exciting I found you arms twisting around me! I should've slept with one eye open at night!' I start to yell at first then get real into it. I can't sing at all but I don't care what they all think of my voice, I like singing it takes me to a different place, so does writing songs, I never end out finishing my songs though.
'Wow, your special.' Luke says.
'Yeah I know, special in a good way though?' I ask.
'Yes, special in a good way.'
'Are you just saying that or do you mean it?' I ask.
'Well I am saying it because I know Calum would kill me if I say anything bad about you, but between me and you.' He gets up and sits next to me. 'We all know I think your special.' Luke whispers in my ear which makes me blush to some extent.
I continue listening to the song with stares from everyone, especially Calum.
Oooo cliff hanger! Nah but I would like to know what you guys would want to happen next, you know like give me some ideas on what to write about you know what I mean?
Just wanted to say you guys are the greatest! Loving you all right now!
Oh and if you don't know who At Sunset is you should check them out, here is the link to their version of Wonderland from Taylor Swift.
I literally had to promote them Shennae, I mean they are great! And Tom is so hot! Ellie thinks he looks like a baby! How ridiculous is that!
Much love S.J