You told me that the song "A thousand years" by Christina Perri, reminded you of me. But why? Because I've always been there for you from the start..
We were inseparable. But now? It's like we were never even friends. I was there for you when you needed someone the most, when you needed a hug I was there virtually for you, all those late nights you couldn't sleep I stayed up with you, when you didn't feel comfortable telling your mom anything you always told me.
You were the first person I sang to, well took a video of me singing to. You said I sounded amazing, that you've never heard a voice like that before, it was just incredible. You said I should try out for the x-factor, I took that in consideration, but never done it yet. I just wasn't ready, I'm still not ready.
We cut together, I got you to stop, good right? I think so! The first cut you made, was mine too. We felt the pain together, you kept doing it, and so have I. I finally got you to stop after awhile, and I did too... Until you left.
I had nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to, nobody to just live for. My life has been a diary from the start, for my eyes only. You were the only one I opened up to. You always told me how pretty I was, how amazing I was, how much of a great friend I was, and truth be told... I had a girl crush on you.
It's been like 3-4 years since we talked. I miss you, I listen to that song you told me reminded you of me, a lot. I miss the bond we had... How have you been without me? Make any new friends? Have a boyfriend yet?
Well for me... I've been just okay, I have a few new friends but they can't handle me like you could, I had a boyfriend until he broke up with me last night telling me that he cheated on me since him and I got together.
Anyway, that's just life. There are better guys out there who can handle me just fine, who won't give up on me that easily. You probably won't read this, but I just thought I'd give it a shot.