We entered Lukes and the boys' house. They run up to Luke, Louis and me and hugged us. It was getting weird 'cause Calums face was again full with bruises. In the past I asked him so many times from what they were but he never answered me. I really want to know because if somebody hurt him I'll going to beat their asses up! Calum is my best friend and nobody can hurt him.
"Hey Alicia are you okay you're staring at Calum all the time" I heard Michael ask me
I was still afraid of him because he rape me before...
"Euh y-yeah I-I-I'm f-fine" I say affraid
"Hey euh sorry if your still affraid because of before but please don't be... I'll tell you why I did it but not now. Come to my room around 3 in the night okay?"
"O-o-euh yeah euh o-okay" I said searching my words
"Now tell me what's wrong?" He asked again
"I just don't get it Michael. Why is Calums face again under the bruises...?" I asked
"I-I don't know" he said and left
Alicia was staring at Calum and I asked why. She was still affraid of me but I'll explain het later why I raped her... I hope she'll understand... She said that she didn't got it of Calums face under the bruises. I know why but I can't tell her. It's to Calum to tell her. I know she asks him everytime but he never say why and never say the truth. They're best friends and Calum is affraid that she will leave him if she knows it but I don't think she will because she really cares about him. I only answered her with an I don't know and I walked upstairs.
Why did Michael left? I think he knows something more but what is Michael going to say in the night? I'm affraid really... I don't want him to rape me again.
"Hey bae" Luke said and I jumped up because I was far in my toughts.
"Oh hey oh my god you scared me" I laughed and hugged him
"What were you thinking of?" He asked
"Nothing special" I said and smiled
"Guys do you come with us were going to Nandos" Ashton asked
"Yeah we're coming" Luke answered and we walked to Nandos.
We came back around 10 in the evening and we all watched tv. Louis, Calum and me sat on the ground. I sat between Louis' legs. After 2 movies: the conjuring and scary movie, we went upstairs. Around 3 in the night I walked to Michael's room. I knocked and opened the door.
"Hey, come in" he said as I walked in and I only nodded and a fake smile came on my lips.
"I'm really sorry about that one night. I didn't ment to do that but I'll explain to you why I did it. These 2 boys who were with me... They said that they would rape you if I didn't and after they would kill you. They said that if I didn't I needed to pay them money fir getting you back so I did because I know if they rape you it would be ways to hard... I hope you understand because I really didn't want to do this" Michael explained with tears in his eyes.
"Please believe me Alicia" he said and broke down to the ground, crying.
"Hey hey it's okay" I said and kneeled down to him and hugged him
"No it's not"
"Yes Michael it is. I need to say that I prefer you above them because you weren't that rough and you didn't slap me as hard as they and above that..." I said and stopped with speaking
"Above that... What?" He asked looking into my eyes
"You're attractive and I liked it..." I said and I wasn't lying. He looked deep in my eyes and he came closer.
Is he going to kiss me?