I'm mad as fuck so he better can say the thruth.
"Are you going to answer me?!" I said as I still didn't let go off him. Alicia took my arm but I pushed her away.
"This is a men talk Alicia." I said
"What did you do with that girl??!! You better answer me niw before I fucking beat you ass up!!" I yelled and almost hit him but Alicia grabbed my hand, just on time before it landed in his fucked up face.
"ALICIA GET OUT OF THE WAY" I yelled and pushed her aside. Calum hit my stomach with his knee. I hit his face with my fist.
"LOUIS!!" Alicia yelled and stood infront of me
"Get away Alicia" Calum said trying to push her away. She turned around and stood almost kissing him.
"Tell what you did" she said
"N--no-th euh n-Nothing"
"Nothing what?!?! Don't you dare to lie!" I yelled from behind Alicia. Alicia turned around and walked to me.
"Now, are you going to tell what happened?" She asked and Calum nodded
"She kissed me but I really pushed het away, I swear I pushed her away--"
"Like this?" Alicia asked and then she cupped my face and kissed me and pushed me away.
"Like this? Answer" she asked a bit angry but Calum looked down.
"So not like this? How then?" I asked as I calmed down because of Alicia's kiss.
"Calum, just say what happened, I won't be mad" Alicia said but I knew she would be if he did something wrong
"It was just a kiss" Calum said
"Get out" Alicia said
"But Alicia, it was just for the rating for our tv-program"
"Are you getting out or I will" Alicia said but Calum just stood there with tears in his eyes
"I promised you that I would love you until I die, that I would marry you, that I won't leave you, I promised you all these things and you.... You're more interested in the ratings of a stupid tv show? Really?" She said now with tears in her eyes and she sobbed a bit.
"Alicia I promised this too, I would never fucking kiss that bitch but... If I didn't I lost my job... At least you've got me back by kissing with Louis, your own fucking stepbrother?"
"Go away please, both of you" but we didn't walk away we stood there
"Sorry Alicia but I promised you to never let you go and I won't. If you want me to stop with boxing I would. I would do anything for you"
"Go away" she whispered crying
"If you guys don't, I will" Alicia said and walked past us.
"Swear it wasn't something"
"I swear on Mali, I swear on her, she's my sister"
"Okay, sorry mate" I said and he nodded
"I can't let her go" Calum whispered crying in the middle of her room and then he ran to the bathroom.
I can't do this... I can't loose Alicia. I daid the truth and I hope she'll believe me... I ran to the bathroom and took the scissors. I cut myself, I never did this before... It hurts so much... I cried harder also from the pain it gave. I screamed with the last letter of Alicia's name. I cut her name in my arm and a little heart. Somebody ran in the bathroom. It was Michael.
"ALICIA!!!" He yelled and ran up to me. He took a towel and yelled Alicia's name again. Louis ran in and then Alicia.
"I love you" I whispered
"Guys can you go for a moment?" She asked and he others left. Alicia knows what to do when you cut to deep... She took the 'first help' case and searched for a bandage. She first looked at the cuts and she cried when she saw her name.
"Calum" she whispered and hugged me. I hugged her back and her shirt was a bit full of blood now.
She searched back for a bandage but she didn't found one.
"You've cut to deep Calum. We need to go to the hospital. You didn't cut a vein but still. It's deep"
"No I don't want to"
"Because I deserve this, I didn't need to let me be kissed for a tv show---"
"Calum it's okay" I'm becoming dizzy. Alicia took the towel and wrapped it around my wrist. She helped me up. We walked downstairs.
"Why did you do that Calum?" Ashton asked but I didn't answer.
"Did he cut deep?" Louis asked and Alicia nodded. She grabbed my hand again and walked me to her car. She drove really fast. Normally we drive like 30 minuts to the hospital but this time we where there in 10 minutes. She helped me out of the car and walked inside.
"Can you help please, he cut..." Alicia said whispering the last part. The nurse nodded and we walked behind her. She took a needle and a dread and my cuts where now stopped with bleeding. It was close.
"He didn't pass out?" And Alicia said no
"Okay good, then you can go home but first I wanna talk with you Alicia" and she nodded
"Can you wait outside please?" The nurse asked me and I walked outside. Not long after Alicia came too.
"What she said?"