I stood there almost crying.
"Laura, can you come for five minutes please" I said laughing and she nodded. We walked to the garden and sat down.
"You'll get trough it, you're strong!" She said
"I'm not Laura. Not without Louis! He was always there for me... And what about Calum? What about the marriage? I don't think I'm staying with him... He'll just forget me while he's on tour.. He won't even think about me....or call me... I'm done in Australia---"
I heard my name and me and Niall went outside. The girls didn't notice us.
"----Louis! He was always there for me... And what about Calum? What about the marriage? I don't think I'm staying with him... He'll just forget me while he's on tour.. He won't even think about me....or call me... And that's the same way with Louis... You know Alex? He was on tour too and forgot about me.. I'm done in Australia" me and Niall stood there with our mouth open and we looked at each other.
"Why would you think that they'd forget about you?" We heard Laura asking Alicia
"That's just the way things are going, it hurts but it's the fucking truth. Life is a bitch---"
"But Ali they told that we both could go with them on tour"
"I don't know if I want to go, why should I? It's their tour, they need to be happy---"
"ALI they take us with them so we need to"
"I don't... I hate planes and I wanna be happy... Maybe this is the way how it needed to go... To break with some problems----"
"Ali please don't say that! Why do you think about these problems?"
"C'mon Laura, I fucking fell in love with my stepbrother" okay... My mouth fell open and so does Niall's. Laura looked behind her and she saw us standing there. I did some sign so she would just go on with the talk.
"YOU WHATTT??" She asked shocked
"Euh nothing just let that part go" she said as she wanted to stand up but Laura saw us and she grabbed my hand. I made a love heart and pointed at Alica and I think Laura got that sign because she smiled.
"So go on, how you felt in love with him?" She asked smirking at me
"Nothing... I'm going back to Bel---"
"Don't you fucking dare to end that sentence" Calum said walking up to Alicia. She turned around with a shocked face.
"Calum... I can't marry you... I'm sorry" Alicia said breaking down intears again.
"Why not? You come with us on tour so we can make our plans" Calum said as he grabbed her hands
"Calum no... I'm not coming with you... I can't do that..."
"Just because --- I don't know" Alicia said looking down
"Hey, we can wait with the marriage if you want to? But please come with us on tour" Calum said and she nodded
"So you come with us??" Calum asked very happy and she nodded
Laura was making faces at me so I should say something but I didn't.
"I love you" Calum said
"And I love you" Alicia whispered. I didn say anything. I just walked inside. Why did she said that she loved me but then she says That she loves Calum??? What the fuck off a shit is this!!! I stomped at the floor.
"Hey Louis.. Calm down" a voice said, it was Laura
"HOW FUCKING CAN I???"
"She loves you" Laura whispered
"And I love her" I whispered
"SO WE ALL GO ON TOUR!!! TIME FOR A PARTY!!!" The guys yelled. Alicia walked in and sat next to Laura.
"Who wants some Jack Daniels???" Harry asked
"I want, I need it" Alicia said
"Ali watch out, you still take medication" Laura said warning her
"Don't care 'bout that" Alicia said and Harry handed her a glass of Jack Daniels wich was out in one.
"We all are going on tour, I still can't believe it" Calum said happy and we all nodded.
"Guys, I'm going home, Laura can you come with me please?" Alicia asked and Laura nodded.
So I guess I'm still going to marry with Calum and that I'm going on a tour with them. Yay... Me and Laura walked to the tree and we both climbed in it. I jumped to my window side and opened it.
"Wanna stay the night? I lock the door always" I said and Laura nodded happy.
I walked not far behind them. I walked into the house and walked upstairs. I heard them talking
"So you're inlove with Louis"
"Nahh... I---I'm not.--- i--it wasn't. Nothing... Just n-nothing" I could hear the dissapointing in her voice
"But be honest, do you love him?"
"Fuck" I said and ran downstairs. Somebody was behind me.
"Louis whats wrong?" Laura asked
"Nothing. You see. She don't fucking love me!!"
I just sat on the bed waiting because Laura is going to the toilet. Eric walked in and slap my face and arm. He broke my shirt. I couldn't take it anymore and slapped his face. I run outside my room and my hair is really messy. I heard Louis and Laura talking:
She doesn't love me Laura..just face it, she's with Calum! I've heard everything"
I walked down the stairs and just stood there...
"SHE FUCKING DOESN'T CARE!!! SHE'S GOING TO MARRY WITH CALUM!!! I'M JUST HER FUCKED UP STEPBROTHER WHO FELL INLOVE WITH HER!!! I CANT GET HER!!! SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME!!" I yelled
"She does...." I heard somebody saying... It was... Alicia...
"She does loves you Louis..." Alicia said again. Wow she looked bad, she had a red cheek and her shirt was broken, messy hair and her mascara was rolling over her cheeks.
"I love you Alicia" I whispered and she just stood there.
"I love you too" she whispered.