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I feel better now because of the injection and the cut in my wrist. We got out of the bus now and walked to the hotel. There where many fans and aome of them asked what happened with my troath and why it was blue but I didn't answer. Some of them wanted a picture with them and then finally we reached the hotel. There are 3 rooms and we are with 11 so there are 2 rooms from 4 and one from 3. Calum, Luke, Ashton and Michael are together in one. Niall, Harry, Zayn and Liam sleep together so Laura, Louis and me will sleep in one room. We take our bags to our room. We only stay her 1 night so we don't unpack.
"Guys we are ready!" Zayn said knocking in the door as Laura opened it
"So are we" she said and we all left to the area where the concert will be. We where in the backstage room and the guys where talking about the concert and Laura and me sat in the counch looking on our phone until Calum came sitting next to me.
"I'm sorry... Forgive me" he said and I nodded. He hugged me but I didn't hug back. Laura said I needed to so I hugged back.
We heard fans screaming 5sauce. It's almost time for them to go on stage as foreprogram.
•at the concert•
While the concert where Laura and me looking to them. We sat between the fans so they also freaked out as they saw me. They don't know really know Laura.
"Are you bisexual or a lesbian?" A boy asked
"Nahh she's my best friend" I said laughing
"So you aren't bisexual?" A girl asked. Can I say I am? That I can fall for boys AND girls? Should I?
"I'm bisexual.." I said saying the truth and the girl smiled. She took my hand in hers and said
"Don't be shy, so am I" she said and Laura laid her hand on mine and the girl
"I'm too" Laura said and we had a group hug
3 other guys came also.
"You're Ali!!" 2 of them shouted
"I want a picture!" I laughed. I looked at the guys and saw Calum looking at us. The guy took me by my and slapped me out of toughts by this. I jumped up a bit but them I laid my both arms around him. We looked at the camera as we heard Calum forgetting his text. I looked back and saw him looking in my direction. He ran of the stage and I started running trough the fans for getting to the backstage. I'm running as fast as I can and finally reached the backstage room. I saw Calum walking in and I followed. I heard sobbings and opened the door. I saw Calum crying hard in his hands.
"Calum... What's wrong?" I asked as he looked up at me and said
"You" he whispered
"Huh?... W-what I?" I asked
"I want you back Alicia, I can't let you go.... I'm so jealous when I see you around other boys... I couldn't stop thinking about the pictures we took... You held that boy like you did with our first picture with me... I-I couldn't get that view out of my head and forgot my lyrics.." Calum said as the door swung open and we saw Ashton.
"Mate are you oka--- oww... Sorry mate, c'mon we need to finish this, you'll get better!!"
"The fans will hate me Ashton!!"
"They won't really they won't" Ashton said
"C'mon, come back I'm going to say that you're coming" Ashton said running back on stage
"Come here" I said opening my arms and he ran in them.
"I'm nothing without y---"
"Go back"I said as I didn't let him finish. He walked back and the guys from One Direction walked into out backstage room.
"Is Calum okay?"
"We saw him running of the stave at the tv-screen"
"Is he back on stage?"
"Yes he's okay and yes his back on stage. They'll sing 2 more numbers and then they're finished" I said smiling and they nodded
"Hey, can we stay here maybe?"
"Uhm sure you guys can" I smiled back
We sat down in the counch as I tought about Laura.
"I'll be back soon" I said running back from where I came before. I ran and ran and ran and didn't found her. I finally ended up where we stood and saw the others.
"Where is that other girl?" I asked
"Dunno" I nodded and searched off everything. Maybe outside? I walked outside and didn't find her. I took a cigarette and smoked.
"You smoke?" I heard a voice and I turned around to see.... Alex.... Shit...
"What the fuck are you doing h---"
"I've got earlier free as you can see" he said smirking
"I want you back, I want you be my sex slave---"
"Save your talks Alex." I said walking back inside but he grabbed my wrist. I was afraid of what he would do if I didn't listen 'cause he always hit and hurt me.
"D-don't h-hurt m-m-me" I begged he looked worried 'cause he know I never said that. He looked at me then at my troath.
"What happened?" He asked worried
"Ali please... I know I never was a good boyfriend sorry..."
"Forgive me for my wrongs and faults and I wo----"
"Ali why are you outs------- WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?!" Harry said walking to me and grabbed my waist and pulled me behind
"I came to say sorry but I think I'm going to beat the guy up who did this to Alicia!!!" Alex said pointing at my troath. Louis came to.
"You did many more things then only this bastard.!" Louis shouted and Harry stood their with a? A weird face expression... Really it was weird, if I could now I just would be probably lying on the floor laughing my ass off.
"What do you mean he did more??!" Harry almost yelled looking at me then at Alex and then at Louis.
"Nothing" I said
"I didn't knew you smoked?" Harry said almost asking but I nodded.
"Well leave us alone" Louis said and we walked inside.
•after the concert•
The concert finished and the guys all took a shower. I finally found Laura back. As they where ready we walked to our hoted across the area. Louis opened the hotelroom door. There was a king size bed and a one person bed.
"I'll sleep with Ali" Louis said happy and pulled me with him as we all laughed.
"You guys where great on stage" I said and smiled
"We'll better change before we fall asleep" Laura said and we got changed. I was wearing an over sized band shirt and so did Laura. Louis was only wearing his boxers as normally. Laura fell asleep and Louis started poking me.
"Louis" I giggled
"Shhh before she wakes up" he said and kissed me
We laid like 2 spoons and his arm was around me in my hand.
"Good night" I whispered
"Good night" he whispered in the crock of my neck.