I asked them both to come and sleep in my room. Like a sleepover. I just couldn't hold it anymore alone. I want them both at my side. They saw the text I wrote and they want me to finish it and then they read it again. Why? I don't know.
We sat down at my bed, laughing of all the jokes that we made.
"Guys we need to talk...I really want to figure things out" I said and they nodded
"Did you know about Ashton's plan?" I asked looking to Calum who sat in front of me
"He told me that he would took Luke away for some minutes so I could say that I liked that kiss and talk with you about that but I didn't know that it was his idea of the girl" Calum answered me
"I'm sorry guys sorry Calum that I kissed you I really didn't mean to and sorry Luke that I kissed Calum a second time in front of you" I said and I laid my head back on my pillow and so did the boys. We laid under the blankets. Luke kissed my cheek and held my waist. Calum was looking sad so I took his hand in mine and he smiled. I turned so I was with Luke like 2 spoons laying in the bed still wit Calums hand in mine. I winked at him still thinking of who I really loved.
I woke up around 8 in the morning and Luke was gone but Calum wasn't. I tried to get up but me as my clumsyness, I woke him up to. I didn't ment to but yeah. I smiled when he looked up.
"Goodmorning" I said
"Goodmorning" he said and I left my room searching for Luke.
I didn't find them so I walked back to my room and Calum was sleeping again. I took my my Bullet For My Valentine crop top with my blazer, a black skinny jeans and my black vans. I saw Calum sleeping in only his pants. It was kind of sexy but I walked back to the bathroom, took my clothes on and finished my make up. Calum was still sleeping and so did Mikey and Ash. I left them a note on the table: I went out for a walk I'll be back around 11! Kiss Ali
I went to the parc. I don't know but her I can come to myself and calm down. I used to come her sometimes with my mother. I saw a boy who really looked like Luke and a girl talking to rach other and her hands were around his neck and his arms around her waist. Is that Luke? Okay Alicia keep calm... They are kissing now... I walked closer to them... It's not him it's not him it's not him it's....it's him....
"L-L-Luke?!?" I asked shouting almost crying again
"ALICIA??!!!!????" He said looking up and removing his hands.
I turned around and walked back to the house. Luke was walking behind me talking but I didn't eant to hear it.
"Sorry Alicia really" he still repeated
I turned around and shouted
"STOP IT LUKE I REALLY DON'T WANNA HEAR IT ANYMORE!!! IT'S OVER!" while I was crying. I ran away back to the house.
I ran upstairs and took my baggs again. Calum was still in my bed but I didn't care anymore. I decided to call Louis.
"Hey Ali I missed you so much I'll be soon home!" He said trough the phone
"I missed you to. You can come back but I'm not staying any longer in this house with Luke.. Sorry Louis but I'm leaving..." I said crying and ended the call
I think Calum heard me and he was looking at me.
"What happened?" He asked
"Nothing ask Luke" I snapped at him crying
My luggage was ready and I walked downstairs and there stood my nightmare in the door gate: Luke. I looked at him and tried to walk past him but he didn't let me go.
"Let me go Luke I tought that I could trust you but you're just a fucking jerk!" I shouted and Ashton walked downstairs with Calum behind him.
"Hey hey hey Ali what happened???" Ashton asked
"Let me guess, Luke kissed another girl?" Calum said trough his teeth
"Luke what the fuck!!!" Ashton shouted and I walked past them but Louis stood there and I didn't saw that.
"Alicia baby where are you going to? What's going on?" He asked
"Luke kissed another girl..." I heard a voice speak
"Please Louis I need to get away from here really" I said crying into his chest
"I'll ask Harry if we maybe can stay there until we found something by ourself" he said rubbing my back
"No Louis..." I said getting out of the hug
"You don't need to do that"
"Why not?" He asked and the others stood there looking
"B-because I-I'm going back to Belgium..." I said
"NOO Alicia please don't go!" Calum said hugging me
"Calum, since the day I'm here everything has changed to something bad really I can't hold this any longer" I said crying
"No don't go Alicia please" the boys begged but Luke didn't
"I'll search an appartement for you and me here so you can get a new start. Please Alicia don't let Luke comming in between your dream! You wanted to be here and look where you are?! You're here! You dream came out!" Louis said trying to change my mind
"I know... I really wanted to be here because I tried to ran away from my problems and I just ran again in troubles..." I answered
"So you stay here because you ran 1 time away from your problems but it didn't worked so we are here to help you and we're not letting you go back Alicia." Louis said
"I-I know I've hurted you Alicia sorry... Don't go because of me..." Luke said
"It's okay Luke... Your still a boy, I'm almost 5 years older than you... You're 18, for you life is an experience so was I when I had your age... I knew this could happen and it did... I really loved you..." I said
"I love you too Alicia I really do! Please give me one last chance I'll not beat it up I promise!" He said
"No Luke I really did love you but it's over now... My head says I love you but my heart doesn't sorry" I said making him look down with tears in his eyes
"I know an appartement not far away... It's my cousin's and if you maybe want you van stay there?" Michael asked walking up to me and Louis
"Thanks bro" Louis said and I smiled
"Come I'll drive you there" Michael said and me and Louis sat down in his car. Louis next to Michael and me in the back.
"So, here it is" Michael said letting me put of the car
He gave me the keys of the apartement.
"Thank you so much Michael" I said hugging him and he kissed my cheek while rubbing my back
"Thank you Michael" Louis said giving him a mans hug, like they call it
Louis and me walked inside. It was beautiful and not that big. Place enough for 2 persons. I was still thinking about what happened and I turned around, ran to Louis and hugged him.
"Ow how sorry I-I didn't expect this hug" he said smiling and he hugged me back
"I just want to be happy" I whispered
"You will sis. We need to talk about euh that kiss with Calum..." Louis said and I nodded
"Did you liked it?" He asked and I nodded again
"Do you like him?" He asked and I nodded
"D-do you l-love him?" He asked and I nodded again
"So I guess you're inlove with him" Louis said
"I think I am..." I said looking down
"Alicia, he loves you too, Ashton told me the whole story! Calum loves you" Louis said
"You sure?" I asked
"Yes I am" he answered looking down
I decided to lift his chin up and I kissed his mouth. We dis this many times before and I love him, I loved like in boyfriend-girlfriend but I think it's better to love him as my stepbrother. I texted Calum:
"Come to the parc. I'll be there with 10 minutes" I texted and walked to the parc.