When Everything Changes

This story is about a girl who lost her father in a car crash. She, her stepbrother, her stepfather and Her mother moved to Australia. She has an abusive stepfather. She has pannic attacks, social anxiety, Borderline, depression and she does self harm. What will happen when her mother dies? Is she really dead or....? Everything changes when she's in Australia. Read this to know what is going to happen! •Stay active people! Let me know what you think in the comments! If you maybe have ideas, tell me and maybe I'll put some of them in my story!•

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Luke's P.O.V

"Where is Alicia?" I asked

"Dunnooh" Ashton said

"She went with Calum" Michael said

"Fuck" I mumbled

"What?" Michael asked

"Nothing" I said and ran to my room. I jumped on my bed and put in my earphones with a song of Nirvana. I laid down with my eyes closed and tought about why Calum always wins her heart. What does he have more than me? Why am I never good enough for her? The only thing I really want is her. Fucking her! I'm thinking about the laat kiss we shared and how she tasted, was it maybe all a lie because if what we had was real, how can she be fine and then with Calum? How can she being fine because I'm not fine at all. I still remember she said that she would leave and the mascara that ran down her face. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia so I could forget about these stupid little things that Alicia and I went trough. I can't escape these memories... I'm not fine...at all...

These toughts gave me a reason to write a song about what I felt now I know that Alicia is with Calum and that I don't know if they're back together. I wrote the song Amnesia based on her:

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

At the end of the song my eyes where watered and then I heard a knock on the door.

"Y-yeah?" I said on an asking term

"Hey, can I enter maybe?" Alicia... !!!!ALICIA!!!! Asked and I looked up shocked

"Tought you were with Calum?" I snapped a bit

"Euh..."

"N-no come in, sorry" I said and she entered and smiled a bit. She sat down next to me.

"You've wrote a new song text?" She asked looking to the paper that laid in my lap

"Yeah... Based on... On nothing that important anymore... Let go... I'll sing it to you when it's ready"

"Okay, I came here to say something I----"

"Back with Calum?"

"What?!?"

"Are you back with Calum?! Is it that Alicia? Is it?! 'CAUSE I REALLY DON'T CARE!"

"N-no... I wanted to say.... You know what? Let go..."

"What you wanted to say then? That you had sex with him? Or that you've kissed him?! Or that you fucking love him instead of me?!!!!" I yelled at her as she stood up walking behind a bit. She looked shocked but I really didn't care. She broke my feelings, she broke me...

"N-no---"

"What then?!!!" I yelled and walked over to her as she again walked back

"STOP FUCKING WALKING AWAY ALICIA!!!!!" I yelled and pushed her a bit. She fell with her head against my night case. I kneeled down in front of her. Her hand on her head and as she pulled it awaybit was red of blood...

"Ali, please" I said as she tried to go behind on her ass

"N-no s-s-stay away f-from m-me...."

"This wasn't what I ment Alicia please forgive me, let me help you, you need to go to hospital"

"I---I came h-here to tell you I love you b-but guess what? I don't c-care anymore 'cause y-you don't" she said and then my room door swung open and the three guys stood there with their mouths wide open.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE???" Michael asked shocked as they all saw Alicia on the floor. She laid down now and her eyes closed. Calum called the ambulance and we went to the hospital.

•three weeks later•

Michael's P.O.V

We know now what happened. Alicia is still in the hospital and she still didn't wake up. She is still in a kind off a coma. We all hope she'll get better because we are going on tour next week. What if she didn't woke up before the tour starts? Will she ever wake up again?

---> this was kind off the last part BUT I'm writing a NEXT part of THIS book!!!!

Good or bad idea? Let me know in the comments!

Love ya all bae'ssss! 💎💜💎💜💎

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