Laura and me talked a bit when Chris and Robbe left.
"I wanna stay here, in Belgium..."
"But...why..?" I asked really dissapointed
"I don't know, it's still where I need to be..."
"I know, I wanna stay too but---"
"You can't..." Laura said looking down and I nodded
"You can't leave the boy--"
"I know.... Bu----"
"Look, Alicia you're also still young and so are the boys. They need you...."
"How do they?" I asked
"Don't you see this? They love you like you're their twinsister.. They can't live without you, you're older then them and yeah you're maybe 24 but still, and it's like you're a mother for them. You cook, you clean, you wash their clothes, you help them, you speak with them like they are your sons, you do your best for them for being there always, you make there sandwishes when they need to go somewhere... You do everything... They can't live without you Alicia..."
"But I can't live without you Laura, don't stay please.... Come with us... Please.." I begged
"Sorry Alica.... I stay here...." Laura said and left.
I ran to Louis', Niall's and Harry's room. I knocked on the door and Harry opened. When he saw the tears rolling down my cheeks he hugged me. I sat in the middle of the hotel hallway in Harry's arms, crying.
"Hey hey, calm down Ali. Tell me what happened, stay calm. Breath Ali breath slowly... Ali stay---stay" was the last thing I heard and then I passed out.
I opened the door and saw Alicia with a havey breathing and tears rolling down her cheeks. I hugged her and tgen she broked down. I tried to calm her down
"Hey hey, calm down Ali, Tell me what happened, stay calm. Breath Ali breath slowly... Ali stay---stay----- GUYS ALICIA HELPP!!!!!!!!" I yelled when I saw she closed her eyes and I didn't saw her chest moving. Luke came and was shoked. He called 911 and I tried to reanimate her. After a minute she came back and I dragged her to my bed and then the nurses ran in the hall way.
"Are you Alicia?" She nodded
"Are you okay girl?" A friendly nurse said as she started an investigation and Ali nodded.
"Can you tell me something about you?" She asked
"I'm Alicia, I'm 24---"
"What day is it?"
"And the date?"
"The 9th of January 2015"
"Okay good, can you also tell me what happened?" The nurse asked
"My friend left so I walked to Harry's room and I broke down---"
"With a heavy breathing and then in once she stopped breathing" I said
"Okay, did something bad happened or something that make you angry or sad or mad?"
"My friend wants to stay here...."
"Now I get it! That was why you where crying wasn't it?" I asked and Alicia nodded
"Do you take your medication for the epilepsy or not like you need to?" The nurse asked
"I take them but I've forgot to"
"How many days you didn't took them?"
"Like 2 I think..." Alicia said
"Stay taking them! Obvisualy that's why your heart stopped, we aren't taking you to the hospital but make sure you stay safe and take the medication you need to!" The nurse said and gave us all a hand and then they left.
"What happened?" Luke asked
"Laura wanna stay here.... And so do I....." Alicia said looking down. I've got tears in my eyes and so does the others.
"We need you"
"You're like family too us"
"We can't live without you"
"You're a big part of my life"
" come with us..."
"We don't wanna let you stay here... We want you with us because----"
"We need you Alicia..."
"I told you...." Laura said and Alicia looked shocked
"Huh?" Liam asked
"I told her that she needs to go with you guys... I can live on my own but you guys don't.... Alicia is like a mother for you, she does everything what a mother should do...."
"That's true" Louis said
"Don't stay.... Please..." We all begged and Alicia faked a little smile
"Can I talk to you?" Luke asked and Alicia nodded
Why? What am I doing that they need me like this? Nobody ever needed me so why would this be now then? I'm not special?
"Can I talk to you?" Luke asked and I nodded. I followed him to the kitchen
"Don't leave us okay? We need you! You are really like a mother to us, you are everything for us so don't fucking stay!!" Luke said breaking down in tears and he sat on the floor now. I kneeled down and hugged him tight.
"Really?!?!????" He asked looking up very happy
"Really" I said and faked a smile again. Luke hugged me again and kissed my cheek.