I woke up in the plane because of a woman's voice.
"Seatbelts on, were going to land"
We walked out of the plane.
"Finally" I said
We walked to a taxi because we were in Zaventem and we needed to go to Heers. It's about 2 hours driving.
"Alicia how long do we need to drive before we're at your place?" Ashton asked
"Almost 2 hours"
"Not that long" Calum added and I nodded
We finally end up at my place were I lived before. We walked into my appartement.
"Guys I only have one room so I think that I'll search a matras where we all can sleep on."
"No problem bae thats cool" Michael said
"It's cozy here" Calum said
"Yeah...some bad memories..." I said whispering
But they heard what I said
"Why?" They all asked at the same time
"You guys know I'm 23 and the day I became 18 I decided to come and live here. I had a boyfriend from when I was 16 and he was then 22" I said but Luke interrupted me "so 5 years difference?"
"Yes" I said
"He came and live with me but when I was 18 he was 24. He ment everything to me but I didn't ment anything for him... 2 weeks after my birthday I went to my best friends and when I came back I heard noices and moaning from my room. I decided to walk to my room and I saw him with another girl. The girl just ran off. I gave him a second chance but the same thing happended when I was 22.. He seemed really sorry but he just cheated 2 times on me and not everything was going very well because when I was 16 me and my father were driving and he drove very fast and he drove straight into a house... He died and I laid a few weeks in coma... I couldn't walk anymore and I needed to learn that again. I ended up in a depression and I had mostly every day panic attacks.. I was affraid of everything and almost didn't came out of the house but Jack, my ex-boyfriend helped me. I have borderline and... Selfharm... In school I had bad friends, they did drugs and so did I. I got bullied and changed school 4 times. I was a mess and still I am. I tried to commit suicide but I just ended up in the hospital. My mother found a new boyfriend Eric as you guys know, he isn't the best that my mother could get but yeah.... Now 3 months ago he needed to move to Australia, Sydney for his work. I really hate this man and so did Louis... My mother loves him but he's just the wrong man.. He even can't be a dad to his own son and even not a man to my mom..." My eyes started to water because I can't tell them about abusing. "Tell us, what does he do?" Luke asked "n-nothing" I answered "We all know he does, you always say that you 'just' felt from the stairs or something..." Calum said "is he the reason of all your bruises?" Ashton asked "c'mon you can trust us and say everything so please tell us" Luke said "yes he abuse me, my mother and Louis... He's on drugs and a fucked up stupid man." I said "come here" Calum said hugging me while the others also hugged me. "Is that the reason why you wanted to come to Belgium so bad?" Ashton asked "yeahh...also..." "B-but you're coming back with us or not???" Calum and Luke asked "yeah" I answered
I texted my best friend Maggie.
"Hey magg, I'm in Belgium for 2 months!! I missed you! Kisses Ali <3"
"Hey there bae!!! Oh Mah Gashhh really!!!!?????!!!! I missed you too Ali!!! Wanna come over tomorrow? Kisses <3!"
"Okay but I can't stay that long :/ I need to go to school for some paper. I will come over around 1 in the noon? <3"
"Okay see ya and Love ya! <3"
We started to unpack our baggage and went to bed because we're really tired.