I woke up and saw it was still a bit dark outside. I looked at my phone to see it was 6 in the morning. I decided to get up and take a shower.
I got out of the shower and took a towel and wrapped it around my naked body as somebody walked in.
"Oohh sorry Alicia, I didn't knew---"
"It's okay Luke"
"You should lock the door,, or simething" he said looking to the floor as he got red cheeks. So cute.
"Luke? Are you shy?" I asked trying to hold in my laugh
"N-n-no tot-totally n-not" he said looking up to the ceiling. He only was wearing his boxers and I saw a morning boner lol, better that I go now.
"Luke, you saw more then this before" I said laughing as he placed his hands over his boxers. That made me even more laugh.
"I'll see you downstairs" I said and closed the door behind me. Michael walked up to me. He had his clothes on.
"Hey" he said smirking and I laughed and said a hey back. His eyes got darker when he looked from the bottom to the top of my body. He bites his lip. Okay this is getting weird. He pushed me up against the walk and held my hands above my head. He kissed from my neck to my shoulder and from my shoulder to me collar bones. He looked up into my eyes and kissed my mouth. He held with one hand my both arms above my head and with the other he held my waist. He kissed softly and it was getting intense. He pulled away and said
"S-sorry I-I euh I didn't ment to do this sorry..." He said looking down and he took a step back. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him to me. I kissed him and whispered
"This stays between us" and he nodded. I pulled away and walked to my room but then he grabbed my waist and pulled me agains him.
"Michael don't" I moaned as he turnes me around and said
Luke came out of rhe bathroom and we bith pulled very fast away and we smiled.
"Hey" was all he said and he went downstairs. I walked inside my room and locked the door. I took a black skinny jeans and a white MCR shirt and my all-stars. I walked downstairs and everybody was awake and sat around the table with food infront of them but then I realised that Louis wasn't there.
"Where is Louis?" I asked
"Upstairs" Ashton said and I walked off to Louis' bedroom. I knocked on his door but he didn't answer. I opened the door slowly and saw Louis sitting on the end of his bed with his head in his hands.
"Are you okay?" I asked walking up to him
"Yeah" he mumbled. I sat down next to him and he looked up with tears in his eyes.
"Louis why are you crying?" I asked as ge looked away and walked to his window
"It's okay can you... Leave please?" He asked
"Okay" I whispered and left. When I closed the door behind me, I heard a loud scream. I opened the door again and I saw him sitting on his knees and he was pulling on his hair. I ran up to him and sat on my knees infront of him. I cupped his face and he calmed down a bit.
"Louis what's wrong?" I asked again
"I want you" he whispered and my mouth fell open
"I can't even see you happy with another boy Alicia. I want you. But I fucking can't have you" he said almost shouting. I took his wists in my hands and laid them on my lap.
"Louis..." But then the door swung open and the 4 boys stood there.
"Louis are you okay?" They asked and he nodded. When they saw me they left.
"I know Alicia, we can't but...--" I kissed him.
The other guys left but I still stood at the door. I saw Alicia and Louis kissing. WHAT?!?! This can't be true. I opened the door more and walked in.
"WHAT THE HECK?" I said and they pulled away
"You guys are family and you're kissing?" I asked confused
"Yeah, look, when we met each other we had feelings for each other but our parents are married so we can't be together and we aren't... But just sometimes this happens.. It's just a kiss nothing more" Alicia said walking away and I followed her.
"Sorry Alicia, I'm sorry about my heavy reaction"
"It's okay" she said smiling
"Wanna go to the pub this evening?" She nodded
"I'll ask the others too, okay?"
"Okay" she said and smiled