I woke up by Ashton who was coughing and sneezing.
"Are you okay?" I asked
"Yeah just a cold or something" he said and laid his head back on his pillow.
I walked downstairs and maked some soup for Ashton.
"Hey... Ash... Ashh"
"Here this is for you" I said smiling
"Aww thank you so Alicia" Ashton said and kissing my cheek.
I showered and took my clothes on. I did my hair and make up because today we're going back to Australia to tell that I'm going to Spain.
We ate our breakfast and took out baggs to the car and we went of to the air port. We soon got in our plane. I sat at the window next to Luke. I put in my earphones and my hand was in Luke's. I fell asleep and when I woke up we were landed.
We got out and called a taxi who drove us to our home's. They walked in their house and I was knocking on my door because I didn't took a key with me. In front of me stood Louis with puffed and red eyes, he had been crying. When he saw me he hugged me for 10 mins.
"Why are you here it's still a month?" He asked crying and hugging me thighter and thighter
"Well Louis... I need to tell you something..." I said
"Look with a week I'm going to Spain for 6 months.. A company from Spain for horseback riding asked me to sign papers for 6 months and I signed so I'm leaving in a week for 6 minths" I said affraid of his reaction
"Alicia no you can't leave" Louis said crying even harder.
"But I've signed..." I said looking down
"Alicia..." Louis said crying still harder and harder breaking down to the floor. He held his head in his hands.
"I'll call them off..." I said while I sat beside him and he laid his head in the crock of my shoulder.
I called and they told me it's okay and that they have a company in Australia too so if I want I can sign papers for that company and ofcourse I said yes. Louis was very happy that I stayed in Sydney now.
I was missing Alicia really hard and then my father who hit me. The doorbell rang but I've been crying and my eyes were red and puffed. I unlocked the door and then I saw Alicia I hugged her for 10mins but then she told me why she was back. I brake down and felt to the ground and she hugged me and took my face in her hands. She told me that she would call them of and now she stays. I'm so happy to have her back.
I signed the papers and next week I have my first training with another horse. I'm so exited omg. I walked to Luke's and the boys' house and told them the news. I stayed there till 6 in the afternoon and then left. We were looking some horror movies. When I entered my house I sat next to Louis till the food eas ready. When we were done eating Eric came in and started to shout at us. He walked up to me and pushed my chair away, he started to hit me and I shouted "THIS WAS SOMETHING I REALLY DIDN'T MISS IN BELGIUM!!!!" "Shut up!!!!" Eric shouted and hit me in my face. "STOP DAD!!" Louis shouted at his father. Eric stopped and run to my mom, he took her with her troath and pushed her agains a wall. "Go upstairs or I'll kill her" he said while pounting at me with his free hand. My mother ran upstairs and Louis just stood there holding me thight. "Louis, upstairs or you'll never see Alicia again" Eric said. "No." Louis said. "Upstairs. Now. Before. I. Fucking. Kill. Her" Eric shouted. While he was coming closer to me with a knife and Louis let go of me and ran upstairs. Eric pushed me against a wall with his hand on my troath. He hit me and stomped me and then he let go of me. I ran out of the house. I just stay running and I didn't know where I was going, I didn't saw much because it was raining really hard and my eyes were red and puffed. I walked over the street without looking and I still was crying very hard. I miss my father so hard. I just wanted to die. I am depressed for such a long time but why can't I just be happy like other people? Why didn't this 2 times that I've tried suicide didn't worked? Why can't they see how broken I am? Why am I still on this planet? I'm such an idiot. I'm so tired. I walked over the street and didn't saw that truck whi was driving up to me.
What was I about to do? Staning here, 5 seconds away from the death? Or... Jumping away?