So I see you have fallen. Under the pressure of your mind. Injecting yourself with poison. Just to feel that high. Inhaling the smoke. To ease your muscles. Drinking toxins. To let loose for the night. One more and i'll stop. You say. But a few more later. Your giving yourself to a girl with Aids. Doctor says kidneys have failed. Lungs are next. One month to live. One more shot for you. Just before you die. You think. Why did I do it? Nobody will ever know.