Zayn has been distant towards me again, and it's driven me nuts. All he does is give me my food, look sad and concerned at me, then wander up from the basement and out of my sight, not even answering one of my questions. And now I've had it. and to top it all of, the monster hasn't told me anything else than he and Zayn are really close, he kept pressing at the really, like yeah I got that, and now he want tell me anything else if Zayn doesn't. So yeah I've had it.
Zayn comes down from the stairs, looking at the floor as usual, I stand up and walk to the bars. He looks up at me when he reaches the cage, passing in the food, I hold onto his arm, yanking it further inside so he can't escape.
"ARGH let me go! That hurts!" He whimpers, but I only hold on tighter, making him loose the sandwich in his hand.
"Not until you give me some answers!" I demand.
"You know I can't tell you!" he tries taking his arm back, but I'm holding it still.
"But he won't tell me anything more than he already has!" then he stopped fighting back.
"W-who?" his voice shakes.
"The monster" I tell him calmly. The moment I said that, his eyes went wide.
"DID HE DO ANYTHING TO YOU!?" he asks worried.
"N-no, he just told why I was here and eh-ehm something about the 2 of you" I stat "but he won't tell me more before you have told me something! So please will you answer my questions?" His eyes looks distant.
The moment he told me that, I finally understood what he meant that night. His words has bothered me since.
"You know, his lips are nice..."
Then he laughed that horrible laughter of his. I did understand that he won't do Niall anything, I'm glad of that. But the fact that he has touched Niall in that way, makes me want to beat the shit out of him. But I can't obviously. I decide not to talk about that, I don't want to make Niall uncomfortable.
"What did he tell you about the two of us?" If he has told him about that, then I shouldn't hold myself back anymore.
"He told me that you are really close, but I don't get it, he kept pressing the word really, he wouldn't tell me what it meant, so I hopped you would?" So he hasn't told him... "And I have a feeling it has something to do with that scream every night" shit. He has it almost figured out. I should just tell him, it's not like he could tell anybody..
"Listen I don't know if it is such a good idea to tell you.."
"BUT I NEED TO KNOW, I CAN'T STAND IT, JUST TELL ME ALREADY!" He presses my arm further in making me whimper. But he doesn't loose it, he keeps holding it there.
"Argh, okay, okay I'll tell you, just please let go of my arm" I surrender.
"No not until you tell me the truth" I presses my arm again.
"ARGH okay okay"
"Feisty I like that" Get out of my brain!
"You know, the monster and I" I start "we are one person" he frowns at me, confused I guess, at the same time he loosen up a bit.
"What do you mean?" He lets my arm go completely.
"You might want to sit down for a bit" he obeys and sit down on the floor, right in front of me, I mirror his motions and tell him the hole story. I just hold out the thing about all the murders thought.
At the time I'm finish he just stares at me horror. I knew this would happened, he hates me. Oh my god why did I do this. Please don't look at me like that, say something!
"So you get a scar every time anyone hurts you mentally?" He sounds interested, maybe he's different.
"Yeah, exactly" I answer.
"That's... that's horrible!" He actually sounds sincere. "But why do you turn into that monster like man?"
"Well I can't really answer that question, it has always been like this" I tell him "he actually saved my life back then... and yours too."
"Wait.. what?" he frowns again "wasn't it you who saved me?"
"Actually no.. I think he's got a thing for you" he blushes at that, why does he blush?
The monster saved me? and not Zayn? And he's got a thing for me? I am so confused right now...
"Well you look more confused than anything I have ever seen, you probably need some time to think this through huh?" He smiles at me. I only nod back, he stands up and walk up the stairs.
"Wait, there's a last thing want to know"
"What is it?" he turns around.
"Don't you have a key so I can come out?" he looks guilty at some point.
"No, I'm sorry, I don't know where it is, but anyway you can't leave now, I don't know if I can trust with this hole thing" then he disappeared.
I do like Zayn, I do, actually a hell lot. I don't care if he's a monster in the night, I can deal with that. The monster isn't really a monster thought, he seems really nice and caring, just in a psycho creepy way. But I can live with that, but I can't live with staying down here. I have to get out somehow. I just wish he could trust me. But I'm going insane down here, I can't see the sun, I smell like shit, I feel like shit, I'm bored as fuck. I. Can't. Live. Like. This.
I just need that key, somehow. Even if It's going to hurt him, I don't care anymore I need to get out.
SOOOOOOOOOOO Niall's going badass over here!