• Bella •
Here I was. Waiting for my brother. I don't know why I had to come though, I mean, it's not like he cares about me. He makes me want to die more than I already do. He tells me to 'Cut a little deeper', every time.
Give it up for Luke Hemmings everyone.
"Bella get up and stop listening to your music. Luke's plane is getting here now." My mum, Liz, said. I rolled my eyes, but got up because if I didn't I'd be grounded.
"Oh! Andrew he's coming! He's coming! Look there he is there's my baby!" Mum yelled. Dad was trying to calm her as people started staring.
"Mum he's just coming home. It's not like he had a near death experience and is coming back to you." I said.
"Watch it, or you're grounded for a month." She pointed a finger at me. I rolled my eyes once again. I do that a lot now.
Then I heard the voice of Satan's Little Helper, "Hey mum I missed you so much! Dad, Ben, Jack! I missed you guys! I'm so glad to be back." I looked at the ground.
"Bella," Luke said annoyed just by my presence. I nodded at him. "Luke." I replied shortly. He nodded back and went to the others.
"Ash! Oh my gosh I missed you!" I yelled running and jumping on him. He caught me as I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Woah, I missed you too, babe." He giggled.
Ashton is my best friend. I mean yeah Calum and Mikey are my friends but I'm not really close with them. I'm a good friend of them though.
"Ash I missed you more than anything you don't even know!" I exclaimed still hugging him tightly. He rubbed my back and held on tighter.
"I missed you too, love, I really, really, did. I mean, you are my best friend. How could I not miss you?!" He asked a huge smile on his face. I smiled right back.
He soon set me on the ground and I hugged the other boys. I caught Michael eyeing me a bit before going into the hug. Maybe he was seeing how much I changed? Like, who would wanna look at me? I'm ugly, fat, stupid, an idiot, and I'm what Luke and the 5sos fam see as a 'freak'. Thanks Luke.
After that we (the boys, me, their parents, and siblings) went to our house to eat for a 'reunion dinner'. I was just glad Ashton was gonna be there.
As soon as we got to the house I went straight to my room, not wanting to deal with Luke's snide and rude comments towards me, that will probably come when we are eating.
I got an apple from the counter and went to my room. "Bella where are you going?" Mum asked as I was going up the stairs.
"My room, why?" She shot me a stern look.
"Bella you know I wanted to have a nice family dinner because Luke and the boys are home," She started. "And I don't want it to be ruined. Now come back down here. I'll get on to Luke if he says mean stuff." She said.
"Yeah okay. Keep saying that, Mum." I muttered. At least Dad would stick up for me. I'm definitely a Dad's girl.
We sat at the table and began to eat. I got some grapes and a mango. I like fruit more than anything at this table.
"Why are you eating so little, Bella? Want to lose weight?" Luke snickered. I put my head down and looked at my plate.
"Mum," I said. "Aren't you gonna say something?" I asked her.
"Oh honey it's just sibling love. He's joking with you. Right Luke?" She said. Luke nodded with a smile on his face.
"Unbelievable." I sighed leaning back in my chair, not even touching my food.
Luke knows I have an eating disorder. He always makes comments about how little food I eat. I don't even know why I bother actually trying to be presentable for him. I try to be nice and kind and I get hate in return.
Why am I still here? What is my purpose on this earth? I'm a verbal punching bag, that's what I am. Luke and the 5sos fam's personal verbal punching bag. I actually did get mobbed one time but they were trying to beat me. Lucky for me, the police department was right there.
"Luke," Dad said. "Stop saying that stuff about your sister. You know good and well if it was you in her place she wouldn't do that to you. So just sit and eat your food, you always have been good at stuffing your face yet you still can't keep your mouth shut." Dad was glaring at Luke the whole time.
"And boys, go ahead and laugh." I looked over at the boys who were turning red holding in laughs. I started giggling too.
Mum was glaring at Dad and told him to 'have a talk in the other room'.
"Andrew, you need to let Luke say what he feels. If he wants to say that stuff then he can." Mum said. Thanks for all the support.
"Liz, he is in there bullying her and you don't even care. I will leave if I have too and I'll take Bella with me. She had a hard time at school and I'm not going to let her have a hard time in her own home. He shouldn't even be saying those things in front of the boys anyways. It's disrespectful and giving Bella a bad rep." You go Dad!
"Ya know what Andrew? Go ahead you leave I don't care and take the little freak with you. It's not like I care about her."
I hung my head and one of the boys put their hands on my back. I think it was Ashton. No one has hands that big...either way I know for sure it wasn't Luke, he doesn't care.
"Fine. Since you want us to leave so much, the next mean thing Luke says to her, we're leaving." Dad said.
"Boys, I'm so sorry." I said. "I'm sorry for ruining this for you. It was supposed to be good and-and I messed it up." I said letting a few tears fall.
"You didn't do anything, babe." Michael said. Yeah I can tell all their voices apart. Is that weird?
"If there is anyone we should be mad at it's Luke." Ashton said, probably glaring at Luke.
"What?!" Luke exclaimed. "Like mum said it's just sibling love." He said. I lifted my head, angry now.
"Sibling love? You call that sibling love?!" I yelled at him. "Sibling love is joking around with your closest family and knowing they're just joking. Not going in your room every night and crying yourself to sleep because you don't have anyone to talk to about personal stuff, that-that you just can't say to even your best friends. Sibling love isn't yelling and screaming at each other over the stupidest stuff. Sibling love isn't this. This," I gestured to Luke and I with my hands. "This is freaking Hell on Earth." I said with a deadly fire burning in my eyes and even throughout my soul.
The boys sat, staring up at me like they were proud while Luke's jaw was dropped. "I-I didn't know it was-"
"Save it Luke. I really don't wanna hear it when you don't mean it. And believe me Luke, it gets worse than what you just heard." His mouth dropped even more as he looked down.
"Bella, I-" He started.
"I said I don't wanna hear it, Luke." I replied in a calmer voice than last time. I saw him nod out of the corner of my eye. Walking up to my room, I ignored my fathers calls for me to come back.
That's enough for one night....
This is probably worse than the last one I wrote but I tried to leave a bit of a cliffhanger by not showing the boys reactions but it didn't turn out the way I wanted
I hope you guys like it tho I love you all!!