soo...this is the fifth chapter!! I really like chapter four idk. maybe bc the two people who fall in love were gettin all close and awwh!!
I think I went too far with the cuteness of Michael blushing and smiling goofily and idek I just wanted to say the fact that Michael Gordon Clifford is in fact a kitten!!
Enjoy the fifth chapter my lovelies!!
I woke up and it was about 5 in the after noon. It was getting dark already. Closing my eyes again I noticed Michael's arms wrapped around me. One was under my neck and the other was on my waist.
"Mikey, wake up." I said. Here we go again. "Michael please wake up. Just at least sing me back to sleep then you can go to sleep again too." I said shaking him. He didn't budge.
Oh well. I gotta talk to Ashton anyways. I'm really dreading this. Removing Michaels arms as calmly as possible, I almost got up. Key word: almost. Before I was dragged back into the red haired boys chest.
I love his hair right now. It's like red and his roots are coming back a bit. Like the darker part that's more brown than blond and it's so cute!!
I sat propped on my elbow and reached my other hand up to play with his hair. I ran my hand through it and smiled. He put his face in my neck and wrapped his arms around me tighter.
Still playing with his hair, I went down the the ends of it and started making little braids. I giggled when he started to wake up.
"If you would just let me sleep..." he started. That morning voice though. He didn't finish his sentence before he cuddled I to my chest and shook his head really fast. "Mikey stop!! That tickles!" (a/n: YOU GUYS KNOW THE THING HE DOES LIKE AGGHH MIKEYYY!!)
"No.." He replied, doing it again. I squirmed and giggled.
"Mikey you're gonna get us caught. If Ashton comes in here I'm blaming you!" I giggled. He suddenly stopped and looked up at me.
"You make it sound like we're having sex Bella!" He laughed and threw his head back. I shushed him and sat up, Michael following my actions.
"Hey I gotta talk to Ash, uh, wish me luck." I said nervously. He got up and stood in front of me, taking my small hands in his large ones.
"You're gonna be fine just don't worry. And remember he loves you no matter what you do. He's your best friend. He's like an older brother to you! But, good luck, babe." He said. My heart fluttered when he said 'babe', the pet name rolling off his tongue so softly and calmly. (a/n: my friends reading this probs think they don't even know me rn haha I'm so different when writing fanfic)
"O-okay." I said avoiding his eyes. He looked down and kissed the top of my head gently and gave me a little shove. "Go on, love." He said smiling.
"See ya later Mikey."
"Hey, Ash. Ready to talk?" I said walking in the lounge room where Calum, Luke, Ashton, Ben and Jack were seated. He nodded and got up.
"I'll be back in a bit lads." He told them getting a chorus of 'okays' in return. He opened the door and let me walk out first. Stupid smart person... (a/n: my brother did this when he 'talked' to me about self harm)
"So what did you need to talk to me about? Is it something important?" I asked him trying to be calm. He scratched the back of his neck and ran a hand through his hair afterward.
"Uh, well, yeah. It's very important, actually. Uhm, I don't know how to say this. Uh, okay. Do you remember a couple years ago after I found out you self har-harmed? And uh, ya know you're acting exactly like you were before I found out. Bella, I-I'm here for you and I want you to know that. When you don't tell me important stuff that's going on, I feel like I'm not needed anymore. And if you don't wanna tell me I get it, but having to hear from someone else or hear someone else say it, that hurts me. I just want you to know that I'm always here to talk if you want or need to and uh, I love you, babe. You're like a little sister to me." He said giving me a big hug. I melted into and started crying.
"Oh. Ashton why do you do that stuff to me. It makes me sad. If you feel unneeded by me just say it. Don't get emotional on me. Just say 'Hey you're my bitch. I need to talk to you we need to hang out.' Not that you dingy!" I exclaimed burying my head in the side of his arm.
He giggled, which of course made me smile. "Okay. I'm sorry. But seriously if you need or want to tell me something I'm here. Is there anything?" He asked a questioning look on his face.
I sighed. 'I'm here if you need to talk...' his words from a minute ago replayed in my mind for a moment.
"Ash, if I tell you something will you uh, please just, not be too disappointed. Okay?" I said tugging at my sleeves. I put on a long sleeve shirt earlier, I don't even remember when. Mikey let me borrow it.
"Okay." He replied shortly.
"I, uh, may or may not have, uh," I started, not able to finish my sentence.
"What is it?" He asked. "What did you do Bella?" He asked slowly.
"I'm so sorry, Ash."
"Please tell me you didn't do it again..." He said. I looked over at him from where I was sitting. His eyes were closed and silent tears were running down his face.
"Ash, please don't cry, I'm sorry. I really tried. I did. But I just couldn't handle it anymore." He shut his eyes tighter, trying to keep them from spilling.
The next thing he did, I didn't expect him to do. He grabbed my shoulders and squeezed me in a loving hug. "Oh, Bella. You know you can call me. Please call me next time. Or come get me. I don't care what time it is. Just please talk to me. I can't lose you, I-I'll kill myse-" He didn't even finish his sentence.
"No. No you won't. I'll make sure of it. No wait, that came out wrong. I'll make sure...Luke takes care of you. He'll be by your side every minute." I said. My arms went around his waist.
"I'll find a way to be with my best friend again whether she likes it or not." He mumbled burying his face in my neck. I shook my head wrapping my arms around his waist.
"I love you, Ash. You're so sweet." I replied.
"I love you, too."
After my talk with Ashton, I returned to my room only to find Michael back asleep on my bed. Might as well get some sleep too. I'm tired anyways, it's kind of funny since all I've done all day is sit around on my butt or sleep.
"Michael, get up." I said shaking him.
"Okay." I replied not having the energy to care or make him get up. So I just lied down on Michael. He was all warm from being in bed, literally, all day. I cuddled my face into his back and wrapped my arms around his torso. Suddenly he moved around a bit...well, a lot actually.
Now I was laying beside him, his arms around my waist and mine around his neck. I'm surprised I could actually reach his neck. He's a freaking giraffe compared to me.
"Mikey...I'm bored and hungry and I want food!" I whined poking his cheek. "No, stay here with me. we can getfoodwhenI wake up." He said.
"Shhh!!!" He exclaimed. So I shut up and cuddled with him.
He laid his head on mine and loosened his grip on me a bit. I put my forehead against his chest, closing my eyes. "Mikey?" I asked.
"Will you sing to me?" I asked. He sighed and looked down at me. I sighed in the same tone and he rolled his eyes.
"Please Mikey?" I begged.
"When your legs don't work like they used to before,
and I can't sweep you off of your feet.
will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?..."
I was already half asleep, and Mikey noticed. How did he know Ed Sheeran gets me to sleep? (a/n: guys I srsly listen to Ed to get me to sleep bc I have insomnia and he's perfect and his voice is so soft omg) "Well that didn't take long.." He said before I drifted off....once again in Michael's arms.
And I really don't want it to end.
a/n: Hey guys so I updated!! haha yeah anyways I love you guys. I'm sorry it took longer than usual but I've had a headache since Thursday. This kid threw a volleyball at my head and I was leaned against a wall so he threw it and it hit my forehead and then the back of my head hit the wall but I'm okay!! None of you are probably even reading this but
ILY ANYWAYS BC YOU READ MY STORY!!!! Hope you liked it!!
Bye my lovelies xx - Bel