Why me ?

Hey I'm Lurda Irwin I'm 17 and my brother is Ashton Irwin and we haven't seen each other for 7 years due to our parents divorce thats until a horrible tragedy is bestowed upon me.

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8. Why?

lurdas POV

Why is this all happening to me ? It was already 3am and vanessa was sleeping beside me , i had the urge to ise the blade and i knew where it was. It was tucked into my book An Apperial Affliction. I quietly moved from under the blanket trying not to wake vanessa up and i quickly scanned the row of books intil i found it. 

I had a few in my book but i got the sharpest one and started to push it down against my skin , every cut had a story behind it , but i didn't want this to leave a story behind it . I started to drag it deeper until tears started falling down until there was no point i instantly made a deep rigid cit along my whole arm  . At this point i was balling my eyes from the pain all i wanted to do was to forget about every thing ,i put paper on the cut to stop most of the bleeding but i didn't have any bandages. I grabbed my hoodie and slipped on my converses and grabbed money and started to climb down the side of the house against the twisted vines. 

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The pharmacy came into view and it was still opened , i went in and found the bandages  and went to the queue and i was looking around until i saw the guys were here as well. I REALLY didn't want them to see me but it will be hard to not notice if your hair is brightly dyed blue and purple , i threw on my hood and ticked my hair inside it as i walked to the  cashier i put the money down cause i knew the giys were literally behind me "keep the change ." I whispered amd ran off but ended up bumping into someone which made my hood fall down " watch were your going !" I said and looke up to see luke standing there "oh sorry ..... Lurda?" He spoke  surprised , i looked over to see the other guys now walking towards us. " sorry i really need to go !" I whispered while shrugging lukes hand off my wrist which was still killing me now , he loosened his grip and i ran home.  

Lukes POV

"Lurda wait up !" I shouted while running up to her but my hand felt wet , i looked down at it to see it was covered in blood . Lurda's bleeding . I kept running after her while the guys waited back at the shops . 

I was still running after her until she slowed down and slowly collapsed on the ground " lurda!" I shouted but she didn't respond, i ran up to her to see that shes gone pale ." Lurda whats wrong ?" I whispered to her she didn't have her phone on her so i decided to call it hoping vanessa would pick it up. " vanessa quickly come to rush-stone street quickly lurdas bleeding !" I quickly declined the call and started to look at where she was bleeding , i saw her sleeve was now drenched in blood . I quickly removed her hoodie to see many scars all along 

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