I woke up the next morning with Harry being next to me. His curls were all over his face. I smiled and his eyes started to open. "Morning." "Morning."
I smiled at him and he gave me a kiss on the forehead. We were both surprised by his actions and he immediately said, "Sorry. I didn't--" "It's fine. No harm done." He smiled weakly at me.
I got out from the bed and went to go take a shower. I absentmindedly started to sing because of a bad habit.
When I got out he was looking really surprised. "Well you sounded like an angel in there, and you look like one too."
My cheeks turned pink and I looked down only to see a towel wrapped around me. I hurried out and got into my room and changed into some nike shorts and southern company shorts. I got out my Jack Rogers and went back to Harry's room and saw him without his shirt on.
I turned around and said, "Sorry. I didn't mean to---" "It's fine." He gave out a deep chuckle.
I turned even redder then I was pink before. I rushed out into the kitchen and started to make some eggs and biscuits.
Someone came up from behind me and hugged me and said, "I'm going to have to leave. I don't have any clothes here." I turned the stove off and faced him saying, "Can you come back. Maybe we could hang out or something." I realized what I just said and recovered it by, "I mean if you want to you don't really--" He kissed me on my nose and smiled, "I'd love to."
I bit my lip and hoping that I didn't look dumb doing it. I watched him go out the door and went back to cooking. I sat down at the table and started digging into my biscuit and eggs. I was really hungry for some reason today.
I looked over and my phone started to vibrate. I picked it up and it was Jake. "Hey what's up." "Umm, how do you think I could ask Josie out?" That was not on my lists of Jake calling me for. Yes, I was seeing it coming sooner or later, but I didn't think it would happen now.
"Umm, she loves movies." "So, a dinner and a movie then?" "Yeah." "Right, how can I ask her." That I had to think about. I shoved some eggs in my mouth and contemplated.
"How about you just straight up ask her. That's simple. She likes simple. You know what happened last time something happened to her in a complicated way." He chuckled and said, "How can I forget." We both started laughing and talking about that moment.
It happened when we were surprising her with a dog for her birthday present and me, Jake, Eric kept ditching her to earn enough money by ourselves to get the dog. I worked at my dad's office for some tips, and Jake and Eric got a job at Starbucks and we got enough money to get the dog on time. We didn't tell Josie that we were working places though. Then she would ask why because all of our parents a really rich.
After I hung the phone up Harry was at the front door. I opened it and he gave me a hug. He smelled really good.
He came in and we went to the couch and he was complimenting me on how big my house was. I kept saying thank you. I realized that I felt better and more complete when Harry was around.
My phone rang and it was Darcy. "Hey!" "Hey, are you busy right now?" "Sort of. Why?" "Well, I'll tell you quickly then." That was nice of her. She's never nice to me. I walked up into the kitchen so Harry wouldn't hear anything.
"I have feelings for Niall. I know it's wrong, but I just don't think I want to be with Harry anymore." I turned toward Harry and he wasn't listening. "What do you mean you have feelings for him. I mean don't you want--" "No, not anymore. I mean he didn't really treat me right through the years and Niall was always the one that I leaned back on when I fell down so he's the better one for me. Don't you think?" "Yeah. I completely agree."
Niall did his job, but I was afraid on how Harry was going to respond. "Hey Spence?" "Yeah." "Thanks. You can tell Harry if you want to. I don't really want this relationship to be secret." "Yeah, of course." "Thanks, and thank you for helping Niall and me get back together. I knew what you two were up to from the beginning. I didn't really like it, but when I got to know him I came to realize that he was the one."
I was happy for them, but I was scared to tell Harry, but at the same time I remember him telling me that he had mixed feelings. So, there had to be another girl out there that he had his eyes on.
I hung the phone up and went back to sit with Harry. He put his arm around me and I set my head on his shoulder. "You wanna go to the park?" "Nah, I just want to stay here and be with you."
I needed to tell him about Darcy and Niall. I can't keep it away from him forever. "You know I'm really happy that you're doing all this for me getting back with Darcy." "Yeah, about that."
His arm went stiff and he gulped, "What do you mean about that. A deal is a deal if you don't do this then--" "Darcy fell for Niall."
He fell silent. He put his arms off of me and sat very uncomfortably. "Did you plan this all along?" "No. Why are you saying that?" He stared at me and I saw tears that were starting to for in his eyes. "Tell me the truth."
"I wouldn't do that to you." I put my hand on his cheek. He moved away from it. That made my heart break. I realized from that moment that I was in love with Harry. Damn, I fell for you completely. Truly, madly, deeply I have fallen for you Harry Styles.
When I went to school the that Monday it was really awkward at lunch. Harry kept staring over at my table, but he wasn't looking at me, he was looking at Darcy and Niall being cuddly with each other. It was getting really hard to see the person that you have feelings for have feelings for someone that you know and are close to.
I got up from the table and left them. I didn't want to handle watching them anymore. To see how happy they are made me just sick right now. I want to be happy like they are, but no. The person that Niall is with is ruining me because she has the heart of the person I have feelings for in her hand and she is just crushing it.
Spencer, calm down. Stop being selfish, just go to the library and read a book. That always calms you down.
When I entered the hallway someone pulled me over and swung me around and pinned me to the wall. It was Harry.
"We are doing the deal, right? I mean we still have a chance. Maybe we can--" "Harry. Don't you know when to give up?"
I stared at him, knowing that he knew the answer. I let lose of his grip and continued to walk down the hallway.
Eric was walking past me and saw me walking hunched over. He didn't look pleased with the sight, but kept walking forward. I needed someone to comfort me, but I pushed everyone that cared for me aside.
I haven't been hanging out with my usual friends because I'm so caught up in this drama that this makeover has got me into. I feel like I want to be my old self again, but I don't want to get bullied either. At the same time though, I use to not care about being bullied and now I do. This is so messed up.
If I go back everything will probably get worse. I need to fix this.
I went into the library and got out The Goddess Test. I already read that book three times, but I just couldn't get enough of it. It excited me every single time I read it, but more the first time of course.
When school was over I went over to my BMW and opened the car door. I looked up and saw Josie and Jake talking with each other and looking so happy. I looked at myself in the window and saw that I had an depressed face. I tried to smiled but it went away as soon as it appeared on my face.
I got in the car and someone opened the other side of the car. I looked and it was Louis. I never talked to him before so this was completely awkward.
"May I help you." He looked at me and he actually did look pretty cute, but not as much as Harry. He had a fixed jaw indicating that he wasn't in the mood for games.
"You need to fix the problem that you started with Darcy and Harry, and you need to fix it quickly." I turned and faced forward giving out a deep sigh. I looked out the window and saw that Harry was staring right at me. He didn't look to happy. "You can call me when you need me to bud in and help, but you hurt Harry a lot."