I really didn't want to go to school, but I had to. I had to face all the people that just kept bringing me drama. I didn't really think that it would effect me, but I just had to face it.
Harry was the first thing I saw. He didn't come near me. Ever since I saw him in the hallway yesterday I seem like things aren't going to be the same.
I went to my locker and saw that there were people that were standing there already. I didn't realized who they were until I got really close to them. They were Darcy's cliché. I really didn't have time for them right now.
I ignored them and pushed my way to my locker and opened it. My sister cleared her throat and I just ignored her too. She shoved my into my locker and that made me turn around and slap her saying, "I have enough of dealing with people like you. I would like to take a break from this please."
She just looked at me with a gasp coming from her lips. I didn't really have any time for this. I went straight to the library to read a book that would calm me down.
As I sat down I looked up to see my surroundings and saw that Harry was coming into the doorway. He saw me and he looked the opposite direction. He didn't seem to come anywhere near me.
To solve that problem I was going to have to come to him and apologize myself for something that I caused. I made one couple happy and another person depressed.
I set my book down and went over to him. He didn't look up. He wasn't even reading a book. He was looking at his phone. Why was he in the library.
"What do you want?" I rolled my eyes and sat down and the seat that was next to him and said, "I want to say I'm sorry. I didn't mean for Darcy and Niall to get back together, but to tell you the truth Darcy was making a plan to get you jealous and used Niall to help you get jealous, and then they fell for each other. Niall, not so much. He still had feelings for Darcy because you stole her away from him and broke his heart, but they're back together."
"I accept your apology, now please get away from me." That hurt my feelings and I didn't want him to hate me.
The bell rang and he got up from his seat and left. I didn't leave though. I was still in that seat staring into space. I was waiting for him to come back and just embrace me saying that everything is fine and we can work it out, but right then I realized the more someone pictures something in their head on what they want to happen, the more disappointed in life they are going to get.
I got up and hurried off to class while brushing past Harry. I didn't look back, but I knew that he was glaring at me. I didn't care at the moment.
I went into the class and Eric didn't even look at me. I thought right then that it was time for a change. I went to the desk near the door and leaning against the wall. I set my books there and the person that usually sat there just took the seat next to Eric and started to talk to him.
He looked over at me and was surprised to see me all the way over to where I was.
I just took the paper with the notes out and started to head it with the usual date. I put my mind set to a new goal. Depend on no one in life because when ever you do, yes something good happens to someone, but it seems like you will always be the one that will end up unhappy.
When lunch came I ate it quickly and left. I caught up with Darcy and Niall, but after that I didn't really want to talk to them anymore because they were talking about how worried they were about me because of how I was acting lately.
I went into the library and went to my corner and started to read. Someone else entered the library but I didn't pay attention. I kept reading the book and a hand slapped it down.
I looked down at the book and picked it up ignoring the person and stood up getting ready to move to a different place, but the person took my arm and pinned me to the wall. No one was paying attention to this corner because you can barely see it.
I tried to get free from the grip, but when I looked to see who it was I wasn't in the mood for struggling to get a chance to get out, I needed to get out. I didn't want to deal with him anymore. It was Harry.
He pinned both of my arms to the wall and said, "What were you, Niall and Darcy talking about, and don't lie." I just rolled my eyes and said, "To your surprise they were worried about me and how I was acting lately and none about you. Stop being so selfish and let me go."
I struggled to get out of the grip but failed again. "Look. I still want to do the deal. Please, I still think I---" "Look Harry, you stole her away from Niall once. I'm not helping you to do that again to him."
He just looked at me. "I'm not stealing away from him." I looked at him like did you hear what you just said?
He rolled his eyes and said, "I'm coming over to your house after school. We'll talk about it more then." "Or nah." Before he could respond I went away from him and just walked away. I knew he was going to come, but that doesn't mean I had to answer the door and let him in.
It was the end of the day and I was finally at home. I got a text from Harry saying that he was coming over, but I told him I'm not answering the door. He just texted back saying, "I know, but your sister will." My sister wasn't home yet.
I'll just make sure when she does she won't answer the door to let him in.
A few minutes later she arrived but Harry was tagging along right behind her. Smart move. I rolled my eyes while she was jumping up and down acting like an idiot and said, "Guess who came to visit you?" She sang the last part. I hated it when she did that.
I rolled my eyes and looked behind her and gave him a really you had to do that? I really wasn't in the mood for my sister's pepped up attitude.
I grabbed Harry by the arm and just brought him up to my room. I turned around and closed the door and then faced him saying, "Smart. I really have to applaud you for using my sister to get in, but I seriously don't want to talk about this."
"Then why did you bring me to your room?" He had a good point there. Why did I bring him to my room. I have to think of something quick. "To make sure that my sister doesn't get into this deal thing that is not going to be taken place because I'm clearly not going to help you break Niall's heart."
"You could've just told me that downstairs at the door." He literally was getting on my last nerve. I wanted to talk to him privately about this. Why was he being such an ass about it?
"Look." "No you look. I really want Darcy back. You dating me can really boost your popularity even. That is something that you want right?" I didn't want that. I wanted to go back with my friends, but without the bullying, but I knew that if I went back, things will be worser then they use to be.
"I don't care about the popularity anymore. I did the makeover to stop the bullying. Yes, I got away from the bullies, but I got into drama, and if you know me well enough--" "You hate drama. Everyone hates drama. That is just a part of life. You need to deal with it."
I looked at him not knowing what to say. "Harry, I'm not doing the deal with you. Just please leave now. I have a lot to study."
He smirked. "What?" "You're still the same person inside, but a totally different person outside." "Not really." I crossed my arms and he raised his eyebrows.
"I've always been like this. You just didn't want to get to know me to know the real me that only my friends knew. You just judged me from my appearance." He knew I was right. That's what made me win the argument. He stood there like and oaf and couldn't move.
I turned and opened the door and clearing a passage for him to leave my room. He moved toward the door with his head held down in defeat.
He held the door handle and closed the door. I looked at him and I just realized how much taller he was then me. He made me look like a child when I stood in front of him looking up.
I looked into his eyes and saw that there was sorrow in them. He leaned in closer and kissed me softly on the lips saying, "I'm sorry for bullying you. Now that I know the real you I want to start all over with you."
I looked at him. I knew this was just his ordinary game. I didn't trust him.