Please, don't change (A Michael Clifford fanfiction)

Bella: No, just no!
I can’t do it anymore!
You used to make me happy, now every time we’re together you make me feel like shit!
I can’t deal with you anymore!
Fuck you!!!!
You do nothing for me, you just sit there and expect me to like you? You promised me that world, now what? Nothing.
You seem distant. Do you even love me? I guess not, but who would love me? Im just a worthless piece of shit, who can’t do anything but smoke cigarets, cry and cut! Thank you for making me realize that.
I miss the times when you gave me everything you had to give, you gave me all your love, your heart.
I miss you Michael.. Please tell me if there is an other girl, I’d understand, but just remember she’ll never be me.
She won’t ever know you like I do, I’ve been yours since I was sixteen, thats four years ago now.
But please, leave me, if that’ll make you happy."

Michael: Bella, you know I care about you, but its just not the same anymore, sorry I've changed."

Is Michael gonna change for his Bella


2. Note.

When I returned from the city, no one was home.
I looked around in the apartment and there were a note.

"Bells, I left for some days, I'm back in 2 or 3 days. 
Call me in you need anything.

Wow, what a perfect note..

He is cheating, gosh.
Why can’t he just tell me instead of hurting me like this.
He’s an asshole, but I love him.
Michael is my everything, my world, my sunshine, my true love, my light in the dark.

I went to get my MacBook, I logged on to my YouTube chanel, it was2 weeks since my last video.

I decided to make a cover of a song, what song? 
Thinking out loud with Ed Sheeran seems like a perfect choice.
I got my guitar, found the chords.
“Im ready” I whispered to myself.
I turned on my webcam I started filming.
“Ello guys, this is Bella Iwrin, and I’m going to make a cover of “Thinking out loud” by the amazing Ed Sheeran.
 I started singing softly.

"When your legs don't work like they used to before.
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?"

I thought about Michael.

"And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways."

We did fall in love in a mysterious way..

"Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am”

I miss my love.

"So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars”

Please Mikey...

"Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are.
When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same”

Maybe you don’t even love me anymore.

"Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand”

Tears ran down my cheeks about now.

"But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are”

I stopped playing my guitar.

Smiled a sad smile.
"Thanks for listing guys. Sorry ‘bout getting a little emotionel. Anyways subscribe and follow!"
I turned off my cam, uploaded the video, and started crying.

5 minuttes into my crying my phone beeped, Ashton shared my video on twitter.
"@Ashton5SOS: My beautiful baby sister singing a lovely cover, even though she starts crying a bit, she's amazing"
I smiled through my tears, and tweeted back.

"@Bella_Smells: @Ashton5SOS You're so stupid, wanna come over later? Miss my brother lots. :(("

I got a text message seconds later.

Ashyyyyy :)
"I'll be over in a seconds sis <3"

 Before Ashton came I started thinking about when I met Michael.


I was walking home from school, last day of Sophomore year! 
No more school, I’m finally free.
Summe vaction, I waited so long.

I heard someone behind me, I looked back.
And an asian looking boy were there.
He waved at me and said.
“Hi, you’re Issabella Irwin, Ashtons little sister, right?”
I looked surprised, he didn’t look like someone Ash would be friends with.
“Uhm yeah, but just call me Bella.”
He smiled and nooded.
“Anyways, I’m Calum, and some friends and I just started a band with Ashton.
I smiled a crooked smile
“A band really, I’m gonna tease him soooo bad”
He laughed.
“He’s a really good drummer though, well I’m going to practise with the boys now, you wanna going? It’s only 1 km from here?”
I nooded.
"I’d love to”

We walked and talked about the band.
They are called 5 Seconds Of Summer, silly name if you ask me.
We came to our destination.
We walked in.
“I BROUGHT A GIRL! Well she’s Ashtons little sister, but anyway.”
I looked around and smiled.
My heart fluttered when I was him, his beautiful green embers eyes, blonde hair, green cap, shy smile.
He looked just about perfect.

Ashton stopped my daydreaming.
“Uhm Bells, what are you doing here?”
I looked awkwardly around.
“Uhm, uhm, Calum? Brought me…”
Calum winked at me.
“Don’t worry about her Ash.”
He nooded, but didn’t look happy.
“Yeah, alright”

*Skips one hour*

The blonde boy with a cap, and beautiful green eyes, he gives my an awkward shy smile.
“Uhm, I’m Michael”
I smile at him.
“I’m Issabella, but please just call me Bella”
His eyes shined.
“Okay Bella”


From that moment I knew I loved him, and that I wanted to grow old with him, but look where we are now..



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