Forever & Always.

Kathy has no idea what she is doing, when her best friend (Camile) asked her to follow some random guy on twitter, Camile met him online and became friends with him.
Kathy and the guy started texting, and soon everything becomes tangled when they fall inlove but lives in different countries.


9. Fighting.

The fighting continued.


I can't believe how dumb i was for blaming him for everything.


Some day, i just suddently lost myself.

I didnt know, what i wanted or who i actually was.

I wasnt acting like i used to.

I was tired, mad, sad and annoying all at the same time.

For anyone, but mostly Brandon.


I acted like a bitch to him, he couldnt do anything right at that moment.

and then one day i snapped.


I started telling him, how i didnt trust him with other girls and how sad i was for not being there with him.

I kept dreaming about him having sex with some girls from Ireland.

It made me even more jealous.

I never told him about it.

I still hasnt.

well now i have.


but yeah, i was so scared that he would leave me for some girl back in Ireland, he could actually kiss and make love with.

and at some point i couldnt take it anymore.

I went crazy.


I got mad at him for nothing, ignored him, yelled at him, blamed him.

I remember thinking that he was the reason for all my unhappiness inside of me, but i was wrong.

I didnt want to believe that it was true, even if i was the one who kept telling that.


I should have trusted him.


I told him about how i felt, and it made everything worse.

I didnt tell any of my friends about our relationship problems, and just kept everything to myself.


I was filled with secrets, hate, love, jealousi, and all that.

I felt like i was on fire and there was no one to stop the flames from burning me down from the inside.


I tried to remind myself how much i loved him, and how crazy i was about him.

But a part of me didnt believe it and kept on letting everything get on him.


I guess it's just true what people say-

People change, and sometimes its not a good thing.

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