"Hey." I said as I walked next to Trisha.
She looked over at me and immediately looked worried. "What's wrong?" She asked.
"Nothing." I told her confused.
"Well then why are you crying?"
I felt my face to feel tears still on my cheeks. I guess I didn't wipe them off when I got out of the car. I wiped them away as I was I talking. "I was laughing." I told her chuckling a little bit.
"You were laughing by yourself?" She asked looking at me like I was crazy.
"No!" I exclaimed. "I was laughing with Matt." I said and she stopped short. I stopped and looked back at her. "What?"
"When were you talking to him?!" She asked almost attacking me.
"This morning." I said giving her a weird look. "After he left, I got ready and then he came back and picked me up."
She stood there her mouth hanging wide open. "He was at your house?" She asked slowly.
"Yeah." I said nodding my head. All of a sudden she screamed and hugged be causing a couple of people to look at us.
"YOU HAVE TO TELL ME EVERYTHING!!!!!!" She screamed. And I told her, piece by piece until lunch.
*Skip to Lunch*
I sat and took out my lunch. I listened to what everyone was talking about for a couple of minutes.
"I heard he's still in love in with her even though he broke up with her." Ashley was saying.
"Who." I asked.
She stopped and looked at me almost as if she was sorry for me. She sighed and finally said it. "Matt."
I looked at her stunned. I dropped my sandwich and stared at her. I thought he said he wanted a break from her. Well that doesn't mean that he doesn't still like her. What if he really does. A bunch of thought were running through my mind. I finally thought I had a chance with him, even if it was really tiny.
"Sarah?" Abby said softly. "Are you okay." She asked rubbing my back.
I finally closed my mouth and swallowed. I took a deep breath. "Yeah. I'm fine." I breathed out. The for the next 20 minutes I stared down at my sandwich not talking or eating. Suddenly I felt someone tap on my shoulder. I jumped and looked up to find a smiling Derek.
"Hey." I said and smiled.
"Hey." He said smiling back. I could feel everyone at my table looking at us. They had all stopped talking.
"I'm sorry I had to cancel last night." I told him.
"It's fine. So are we still on for tonight or should we plan for tomorrow night?" He asked.
I was about to say tomorrow night when I thought of something. Why should I be so sad the I don't have any chance with Matt. I f he didn't like me, that's his loss. I should sit around and mope. I looked up again and smiled. "I'm free tonight."
He smiled from ear to ear. "I'll text you later." He said walking away.
I turned back around to find everyone staring at me. "What?" I snapped annoyed that they couldn't mind their own business.
"I thought you were still sad about Matt." Trisha said.
"Well if he doesn't like me, why should I sit around a wait for him when I could go on a date with Derek." i said
They all looked at me silently then slowly they went back to their conversations. I looked around the cafeteria until I saw Matt and Kayla talking, a big smile on Matt's face. Suddenly Derek walked over to them. I saw him tell Matt something. Matt looked around, his eyes resting on me. He looked almost hurt. Our eyes meet and I finally saw it. it was a mix of hurt and jealousy. Suddenly someone passed in between us. When he passed I looked back to were Matt was standing to find that he had left. I looked all around the cafeteria but couldn't find him. What would he be jealous of? I thought he already had his dream girl. I spent the rest of the period trying to figure out what that meant.