I stare at Luke wide eyes. Still trying to get that this, is Luke, the voice that's been talking to me in my head.
He turns and looks at me. "What? Stop staring at me."
I gulp and shake my head. "Wha-? How?"
"Well I'm in your head so I can also get into your brain. Which leads me into your dreams." He says and it takes me a minute to process what he said.
"Right." I nod my head actin like I understand and he looks at me worriedly.
He bites his lip. "Your not weirded out or freaked out?"
I sigh scratching my head. "I'm not sure really, like this is just a dream-"
He buts in. "But I'm real. Totally real. Well, as real as I am in your head that is."
I laugh. "Yeah I guess. And I'm not that weirded out. It might just be because this is a dream but, whatever. That and I probably won't remember this when I wake up."
He frowns and sadly nods his head. "Yeah you probably will. So- wait. We can do anything and you won't remember it?"
"Well there's a chance I will remember it. So no, not anything." I say and he nods again.
I lean my head on his shoulder and he hesitates but leans his head on mine.
"Tomorrow is Sunday. And did you ever answer Calum?" He asks and I sigh.
"No and I don't want to talk to him. You know what he did, or more like didn't do. Do you think he did that on purpose? Gain my trust, bring me over then beat me with Michael and the others? Was it all just a game?" I say and Luke sighs.
"You need to have at least someone other then me to help you out there Ash. And I don't think it was all a game. I really don't think Calum knew they were gonna show up at his house." He plucks grass out of the ground and licks his lips.
I groan falling back. "Whatever. And I don't really need anyone. I don't talk to anyone so what's the point in all of this? What's the point in anything anymore? What's the point in the sky? What's the point in living anymore if all I do is get hurt?"
Soon Luke's blocking the sun, hovering over me with a deep frown.
"Ashton there's so much to live for." He says and I just stare into his blue eyes, trying to remember every inch of his face.
After a moment of us just staring at each other, hazel meeting blue, "Why are you staring at me?" I mumble.
The corner of his mouth corks up. "No reason."
I scoff. "Bull."
He chuckles. "Your missing a part."
I roll my eyes. "Don't change the subject Lucas. Why are you staring?"
He sighs. "Time to wake up Ashton." He pecks my forehead and my eyes widen.
Before I know it I'm shooting up in my bed looking around cofused.
What just happened?
I grab my head confused. It's like I'm suppose to remember something important.
Well fuck a duck.
"Ashton? Honey suppers done." I hear my mum knock on my door.
I sigh and walk over to my mirror and rub my face them run my hand through my messy curls.
I shake my hair out and make my way down stairs. I take my usual seat and move my food around, rattling my brain around trying to remember something......
What the hell was it?
"Ashton don't play with your food." My mum says to me and I sigh.
"Ash, c'mon eat." Luke says.
I groan silently taking a bite of the pasta mum made.
"Good boy." I hear the smirk in his voice.
I roll my eyes. "I'm not a dog." I grumble under my breath and mum give me a weird look and I just give her a weak smile.
I take a couple more bites and I set my fork down, pushing my plate away.
"Are you done Ashton?" She asks and I no my head. She gives me a smile and nods her own head signalling I can go.
I get up and rush up the stairs and I see my phone on my desk. Debating if I should turn it on.
Might as well. I mean, I'm gonna have to turn it on eventually. I walk over and flop on my bed powering up my phone.
"Good choice. Now see what Calum has to say. Read every message Ashton." Luke says sternly.
Once it's in my phone starts blowing up with messages.
"Shut up Luke."
He chuckles as I scan over the messages. 302 messages. Holy fuck and 299 are from Calum.
I roll my eyes. "Damn that's a lot of messages."
"Yeah tell me about it." I mumble.
I open the first one. "Ashton look I'm sorry please answer."
Then the next. "Ashton please!"
"Dude answer me."
"I didn't know Michael and his friends would show up."
"This is dumb answer me."
"Okay I'm sorry it's not dumb. It's serious."
"I'm going to find out where you live and force you talk to me."
"Aaassssshhhhhtttttooioinnnnnn please answer me! I'm worried!"
"Stop this nonsense."
"I command you to answer me peasant."
"Ashy do you want me to kiss it better? I heard kisses make everything better!!"
"I swear I didn't mean that in a sexual way."
"Now it's all awkward. On my end anyway."
"I should stop texting you now that it's all awkward but I won't stop till you answer me."
"So in other words answer me damnit!"
And they go on like that.
"Wow he's very motivated to have you answer him." Luke chuckles and I nod my head.
My phones goes off again and it's a new message from just now.
"I know where you live! I'm on my way!"
My eyes widen and I can picture Luke's eyes aren't any different.