Voices (Lashton)

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My eyes widen. "M'not gay Lucas." I mumble.

"Right. Says the one who was making out with a guy on his bedroom floor." I hear him smirk.

"Screw you." I say and he chuckles.

Where Ashton tries to ignore the voice in his head and fails miserably at it.


13. Yeah Wrong Move

"Oh. Well go ahead and take a seat." My teacher says and I can feel my breathing start to pick up speed.

After a moment I feel someone sit beside me and I tense.

"Um hi." They say and I gulp.

I nod at them without actually looking at them.

He clears his throat. "Um I'm Luke."

Just at the name my head snaps up and my breath bitches in my throat. Well shit.

Blonde haired, blue eyes, tall as fuck all right in front of me. And this isn't a dream.....

"Um hello?" He says and I blink as he gives me a confused look.

I give him a timid smile and he returns it. "You don't say much do you?" He asks.

I shake my head. I write on a piece of paper, "No I don't talk. I can but I chose not to."

He reads it and nods his head. "How come you don't want to?"

I bite my lip wondering how much I should tell him the whole thing or make up a little lie that's somewhat telling the truth.

I write, "If I don't speak I won't get hurt." Well that's what in going for I guess.

He looks worried for a second so I quiet quickly. "No like if I don't say anything the. People can't make fun of me for something I said. That and people judge way to much to do or say anything."

"That's not any better." He mutters before the teacher scolds him and let's him off with a warning sense it's his first day.

She hands out our homework and I fly thorough it. After a few seconds of checking it over I quickly stand up and hand in my paper.

I hear someone snicker, "Nerd." Before I quickly go back to my seat only to have um, Luke gap at me. "Your done already? How, we just got them?"

I shrug my shoulders and look down at my desk.

"My mums a math teacher at another school so I should at least be good at school sense she's a teacher right?" He says and I blink at him.

"Right. Blink once for yes and twice for no?" He asks and I think for a second.

I blink twice. He frowns. "Wow. That explains a lot."

I slowly nod my head and lay my head down on my arms on the table.

After a few minutes Luke gets up and hands in his work. He smiles at me as he sits down.

I look away and pick at my sleeve.

The bell rings and I book it out the classroom. I go to my locker and put my books away. I feel someone tap my shoulder and I quickly turn around scared and I should have been fine but if anything my hearts beating faster then before.

"Um can you show me where the cafeteria is?" He asks with his hands in his pockets.

I solely nod my head and walk away hoping he'll get the memo and follow.

And thank god he does.

I bite my lip as I weave my way through all the people and most of them push and shove me but I act like it doesn't hurt it bother me at the moment.

Luke follows me and tons of girls throw him flirty smiles and he just chuckles following me.

I walk into the cafeteria and I go right over to the table I always sit at. The one in the far back corner of the room where no one can see me. Well usually that is unless Michael calls me out.

I sit down and I lay my head in my arms as I pull my hood up on my head.

Luke's gone, probably to get some food or he just realized how much of a loser I am and left.

I wouldn't be shocked if it was the second option. Everyone leaves sometime in your life.

Someone sits beside me and I mentally groan as I see the bright red colour of Michael's hair.

"The thing that happened earlier was just the beginning." He hisses and I flinch away making him chuckle.

"Awe are you scared of me? Good." He snaps and I scoot away from him.

Yeah wrong move.

He grabs a fist full of my hair and I feel tears pool I my eyes. "Crying won't do you any good you worthless piece of shit." He sneers.

That's when the tears fall down my face.

"I hope you cut yourself so deep you'll die. You'll be doing us all a favour." He snarls.

He smacks my head against the table making me cry out then he pulls me back so I fall out of my chair. The whole cafeteria has stopped to see what's going on and there all laughing.

I rub the spot he had of my hair and he kicks my stomach making me gasp for air and in pain cause of the cuts and bruises.

He does it over and over again as I sob through the pain.

Once he's finally done kicking me he laughs and walks away.

I see Calum and he mouths sorry and I give him a death glare and he quickly follows Michael and Tony.

I look and see Luke looking at me confused and I try to get up only to fall and the whole cafeteria laughs at me even harder.

I finally get up and go to the washroom. I go to the far stall and curl up in a ball only for my stomach to cry in protest.

I close my eyes tightly as I hear the door open and someone slowly walk in.

I hold my breath scared that they'll find me and beat me up again.

"Um, hello?" It's Luke. The real Luke.

The like that's in my head hasn't talked to me sense yesterday when I blew up on him in my dream.

I hear someone sigh and I can't help but let out a breath of air.

I clamp my hand over my mouth with wide eyes.

He walks closer to the stall I'm in and I let out a shaky breath, trying to make it go steady again.

"Uh hello? I know your in there." He says.

When I don't answer he sighs. "Right forgot you don't talk, well you can you just chose not to......" He says and I nod my head even though he can't see me.

"I don't even know your name....." He says quietly.

I hope he'll leave soon so I can go home and away from Michael and his hellions.

I grab out a pen from my pocket and take a piece of toilet paper and write.

'Why are you here?' And I slip it under the door. He takes it and I can hear the smile in his voice.

"Because I wanted to make sure your not to hurt. I won't hurt you." He says and I can't help but let a smile slip on my face but it goes away just as quick because Calum said the same thing to me and I still get beat up by him.

He hands me the paper back and I write. 'Lies.'

"What do you mean lies?" He asks confused.

'Calum said the same thing and I get beat up by him still.' I pass it to him and he slips it back once he's done.

"Was Calum the one with bright red hair?" He asks.

'No that's Michael. I'm sure you'll be part of there group soon. The one with brown hair and the blonde in it is Calum. The other guy was Tony.' I write.

"Ahhh okay. Calum doesn't seem like he would hurt you." Luke says and I scoff.

'He beat me up at his own house and left me at the bottom of his basement stairs.'

"Ooh. Wow. He's a great friend." He says chuckling and roll my eyes.

"Will you come out?" He asks me after a moment of silence.

I nearly jump out of my skin because I thought he either left or fell asleep.

'Why so Michael can beat the shit out of me? Not gonna hapoen.' I write and he sighs.

"Right well I should really get to my classes considering it's my first day but something's telling me to stay here and skip the day with you." He says and I can't help but feel my face hear quickly then make it go away just as fast.

I'm not gay. So why am I feeling like this?

That and I don't even know this guy. Well I now re Luke in my bead but, that Luke's not this one so I know nothing about this one.

I hope that made sense....

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