Voices (Lashton)

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My eyes widen. "M'not gay Lucas." I mumble.

"Right. Says the one who was making out with a guy on his bedroom floor." I hear him smirk.

"Screw you." I say and he chuckles.

Where Ashton tries to ignore the voice in his head and fails miserably at it.


35. "I can't. Ever."

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It's like Michael can tell what I'm thinking because he looks down and clears his throat.

"Michael....." I whisper a little cofused.

"What Ashton?" He says.

I open then close my mouth and bite my lip.

"Um what- what do you mean?" I ask.

He rolls his eyes scoffing. "Bullshit Ashton. You know what I mean. Unless I have to fucking spell it out for you." He says and I'm taken back by his change in attitude but I should be use to it by now.

"Um....." I really don't know what to say.

He raises an eyebrow at me. "Are you- um gay?" I finally squeak out.

He chuckles and looks down shaking his head. "No. Trust me I'm not gay."

I then grow even more confused then I was in the beginning. "But you, you kissed me. More than once." I point out.

He shrugs and meets my eyes. "Yeah well. Your an exception." He gives me a soft smile.

I can't help but return it.

My phone start ringing making me look at it and I notice it's Luke calling.

I roll my eyes and decline it. Michael tilts his head to the side.

"Why didn't you answer it?" He asks with a smile tugging on his lips.

I shrug. "Don't want to talk with him."

"Why? What did he do?" He asks frowning.

I wave my hand. "Nothing. Don't worry about it Michael." I sigh while running my hand through my hair but grimace when I notice it's still wet. "Hey can I have some dry clothes?"

He nods his head getting up and going over to his drawers, pulling out clean clothes for me. "Do you um maybe wanna stay the night?" He asks me hesitating.

Do I? I mean I haven't been over at someone house- well staying the night that is- in a while.

"Um, what about school?" I ask.

He smiles. "We'll get to school."

"Okay I guess. Don't think my mum will care." I say and he grins.

He throws me the clothes and I head into his bathroom. I shut the door and hear him whisper shout "Yes!"

I smile to myself as I turn the water on and get cleaned up.


Luke's POV

I pace back and forth tugging on my hair.

"He's going to be fine."

I glare at the moron.

"How do you know? You know what. I don't even want to talk with you right now. You know what you did was wrong in more then one way." I snap pointing a finger at him as he rolls his eyes.

"I know and I said I'm sorry. What more do you want Luke?" He asks and I groan.

"I want Ashton. That's what I want. And I didn't even know you were gay! And I've known you for how many years? Way to many to count." I stop pacing as he cross his arms.

"I'm not gay. Trust me I still like girls. Like a lot." He says.

"Idiot." I mumble while rubbing my face. "Then why did you kiss Ashton?"

He sighs. "Just because I said I wasn't gay doesn't mean I don't like guys."

"Wait, are bi?" I ask.


Why the hell didn't he tell me?!

"Why haven't you told me?" I ask.

"Because I knew you would make a big deal out of it and blow it out of proportion." He says crossing his arms.

I scoff. "Oh so I'm the bad guy now."

"Your sure acting like it." He snaps.

"Your the one who kissed my guy! Twice!" I yell.

Thank god know ones around to hear this fucked up conversation.

"He kissed me the second time, so don't go and pin every little fucking thing in me." He sneers standing up.

Jokes on you I'm taller.

"You started the whole kissing thing though! Kiss your own human." I shout at him.

His face falls all of a sudden and he pales. "I would love to."

"Then do it." I say my voice coming back to normal.

"I can't. Ever." He says and his voice sounds broken.

"Why?" I whisper.

He blinks and a single tear falls down his cheek.

He wipes it away. "There dead."

The room goes an eerie silent.

"I-I'm sorry. Cal I didn't know. Why didn't you say something?" I ask as I feel my own chest tighten.

"How could you have known when I never mentioned her." He says. I open my arms and he falls into them crying.

I rub his back as he cries into my shirt.

"She was the best thing that ever happened to me. I just- I didn't get there in time." He chokes out and I feel tears brim my eyes.

I can't imagine living without Ashton. My world would be no more.

He pulls back after a few seconds.

"Wow I feel like a baby for crying." He says wiping his eyes and cheeks.

"Don't be. I'd cry like crazy to if anything even happened to Ashton." I tell him keeping my arm around his shoulder.

He looks up at me and sighs. "I get why your so worried about him."

I give him a weak smile. "Yeah. I don't think I could live with myself if Ashton died. Hell it was so hard just to keep away from him when he was getting beat up." I say rubbing my eyes.

"You know your breaking the number one rule right?" Calum says as he sits on the couch.

I take the seat beside him. "I know. Actually I'm breaking a few rules." I chuckle.

He nods his head. "Yep. Showing your self to him, falling for him, you didn't tell him anything right?" He asks worried.

I shake my head. "That's actually why he ran away." I say scratching the back of my neck.

"What do you mean?"

I groan. "He's been asking me questions and I can't answer them, you know that, I know that and he knows that but, he just keeps asking. I want to tell him so bad but, I can't. It's so hard to see him upset because I'm keeping something from him as he's suppose to trust me when I'm like a crazy stalker that knows every little thing about him." I rant and lay my head in his lap.

Calum sighs. "I don't know what to tell you Lucas." He says playing with my hair.

I look up at him. "Don't call me Lucas."

"Why, it's your name." He says a smirk tugging on his lips and I hit his chest.

"My names Luke dumbass." I say while he chuckles.

"Whatever Lucifer." He says and I elbow him in the balls making him groan and clutch them as I get up laughing.

"Only Ashton can call me that." I tell to him as I walk into the kitchen laughing when I hear him groan again.

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