I was in my room trying to pack, but there was a huge racket going on down stairs. We had about two days until Hayes, Nash and I leave for MAGCON. I decided to go check what was going on. I stopped mid stairs when I saw about 10 or 11 guys in the living room and of course they were all staring at me. I looked around and almost all of them looked smoking hot. Except one, who looked almost like me. We looked like twins. I walked down to Nash. He introduced me to all of them. Shawn Mendes is his name. Hmm.... My last name is Mendes. We look like each other. Wait, what if..... No Morgan. There are a lot of people with the last name Mendes. I was interrupted in my thoughts by Jack J saying something to Shawn. "Hey Shawn she looks exactly like you. Well except for she is a girl." I looked at my locket I had of my mother. I had it since I was born. She died in a car accident and I was in the back seat. I survived, but my mother...... She.... Didn't make it. I didn't realize I was crying until Nash came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry." Jack J said and I shook my head.
"It's fine. It's just.... My mom died in a car accident with me in the backseat." I said holding up my locket. "This is all I have of her." I sobbed. Shawn had his mouth wide open. He had tears in his eyes. He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me as soon as Nash let me go. I looked at him and he smiled.
"What's your last name?" He asked.
"Look Morgan, I know we just met, but I think you're my sister. I had a sister that was 3 years younger than me. My mother died in a car accident too and I was in the back seat of the car with you. We got separated from each other." I looked at him and hugged him tightly. I finally have a family member. I looked at Nash and he looked confused. I giggled and Shawn looked at me. "How old are you now?" He asked still looking at me.
"15, turning 16."
"Wow. I need to make up for 15 years." I smirked.
"Then let's get started." I said walking up stairs with him.
"Did you see the way she walked."
"She's smoking hot!"
"Her butt though."
"She is sooo fine." All the guys had comments on Morgan. I felt anger building up. I walked out side. Nash don't worry she's yours. Don't worry. I kept thinking. She's happy with you.
I told Shawn everything. Minus the cutting, bullying, suicide thoughts, and nightmares. He knows about Nash almost hitting me, Owen beating me, my old foster house, the shit that happened to me, up until now. I couldn't make out what his emotion was. He was zoned out. "Shawn?" He looked at me. "Are you okay?"
"No. I can't believe I wasn't there to help you. I must be the worst brother. I'm so sorry." He had tears in his eyes. I hugged him.
"Shawn, it's fine your here now aren't you?" He nodded. "That's all that matters."
"Morgan please don't hate me, but I don't know if you should date Nash." I backed up and looked at him.
"What are you talking about?"
"It's just I don't want you to get hurt."
"Shawn it's fine." I stood up and went down stairs. Once I got down there I asked where Nash was at and they pointed to the door. I opened it and I regret it. Right there was Nash and Kayla making out. This time they were laying down on the chair and Nash was on top of her. I ran to my room and fell to my knees crying. How could he? I trusted him. I heard someone coming up the stairs and I ran to my bathroom and locked the door. Minutes later there was a pounding sound on my bathroom door.
"Morgan! Morgan open the door!" It was Nash. I just continued to cry silently. The pounding stopped and I heard yelling. It was Nash, Hayes, Will, Cameron, and Shawn. Yea, I said Cameron. We became really close. I just sobbed more.
"What did you do?!" Will yelled.
"Why is she crying in the bathroom?!" Hayes screamed in my face. I pushed him and he fell. Will punched me.
"DUDE! WHAT DID YOU DO TO MORGAN?!" Cameron yelled and I just stood there.
"Really Cam?! You're supposed to be my best friend!" I yelled back. Why did I kiss Kayla? I feel terrible. I ran down stairs and outside. I need to go calm down.
Once the yelling stopped I felt light headed and hit the door. The room was spinning and then turned black.
~~~~~an hour later~~~~~~~~~~~
When I opened my eyes I looked at my side to see all the guys asleep. They were really cute. I got up careful not to wake anyone and went to the kitchen and got a drink. I jumped when I turned around and saw.... Nash. He had blood shot eyes. Has he been..... Crying? "Morgan. I'm sorry I kissed Kayla. I-"
"Look Nash. I'm sorry, but I'm breaking up with you..." I whispered and felt hot tears rolling down my face. He looked down and walked away. I walked back to my room and laid down.
"No Morgan!" I screamed. She was being beaten to death, but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't tell who the guy was until he turned around. I couldn't believe it. Right there was my brother. Nash. I was angry, yet something was holding me back. Finally Nash ended it all and stabbed Morgan. I can't believe it. My sister, and best friend. Killed by my own brother and I just watched. "MORGAN! NOOO! I'M SO SORRY!" I yelled. "WHY HER?!" I yelled louder. I was woken up when someone wrapped around me. I realized I was crying. I held Morgan close to me. "I thought I lost you." I mumbled. She looked up and kissed my cheek. We fell asleep soon after.
I stood with Shawn at the airport. Will was with us and guess who else was with us. If you guessed Kayla then you are absolutely right. Nash and her got back together yesterday. Will, Hayes, Cam, and Shawn wanted to hurt Nash, but I told them to forget it. I just don't like fighting. I hugged Will and our plane was called. I let go and walked with Shawn to the plane. I got on and I swear I'm so unlucky. I sat between Nash and Kayla. I sighed and put my head phones in. This is gonna be a long trip.