"I'm such an idiot!"
"No you're not Josh! How do you know her by the way?"
"Zayn I am an idiot. She...She's my sisters. I left her guys. I left her when she needed me most. See, she's was going through a really rough patch. Her boyfriend rap...hurt her. She was devastated. I comforted her but then I realised I couldn't change anything so I walked out and never told her where I was going. She never told our parents about he boyfriend. And when I left she had no-one. I knew I wouldn't be able to look at her the same way and she wouldn't be able to look at me the same way after what I did to her. I'm such a fucking idiot. I mean, what kind of brother walks out on his sister when he's the only one that knows her? I'm so fucked up!"
At that moment Niall and my gorgeous sister walked onto the bus. I could see she had been crying. Her make up was running down her face. My attention was then drawn to their hands. They were intertwined.
"Erm....what's this? You know what never mind. Y/N I'm so so sorry. I'll never be able to tell you how sorry I actually am. I never meant to hurt you."
She was crying more now. Niall pulled her into his chest.
"Get...me....out of....here....niall....please" she said in between sobs. Shit! I've really messed things up with her.
"I don't care josh. I don't even know you anymore. You walked out on me and I had NO-ONE!!"
Nothing could have prepared me for what she was about to say.
"You're not my brother anymore Josh. I'm sorry."
"W...what? You d...don't mean that."
"Don't i? We may be brother and sister by blood but we will never be brother and sister by choice. Goodbye Josh."
She walked off the bus with Niall guiding her and I completely broke down. I couldn't help myself. All the boys tried to calm me down. I couldn't stop myself from crying. Surely she didn't mean what she just said. Surely she didn't just say that she didn't want to be my sister anymore!
"I've made...such an...i...idiot...of my...self" l spoke in between sobs.
"No, no you haven't. She's just in shock."
"SHES NOT! SHE HATES ME YOU HEARD HER YOURSELF!"
"Mate! Calm down!"
"Zayn you don't understand. She's my sister. She's my world. I love her so much!"
"I know mate, I know. Just give her time, she'll come round!"
Throughout this whole conversation, Calum was stood in the corner in silence whilst everyone else was around me. What's with him?