4. chpt4- home again
I completely ditched school after third period, realizing someone would be stabbed if I stayed there.
" back so early?" Questioned my brother, cautiously Peering up from his laptop to me fetching a glass of water and stress pills.
" they're not good for you," he reaches for the pills in my hand before I pull away in a grunt.
" what about social services then? What time are they coming around?" I bit my tongue before saying something which will upset Louis, that's the last thing I need.
" May 26. Don't change the subject, why are you back from school?"
"MAY 26! That's ages away! Like, " I started counting on my fingers,
"184.108.40.206.5... 9 weeks away! Ages, why did you say this morning?" I threw my head back in anger that I made everyone unhappy for no reason this morning.
" Kelsey...what have you done?" Louis growled at me, approaching me slowly.
" I have a head ache. I'm going to bed, tell you later?" I quickly dodged the subject before sprinting to my room and bursting into tears at the top of the stairs.
What is going on with me?
That week, I ditched school altogether, not being able to bare the thought of facing everyone I kinda bullied. Hence the fact Louis was curious, I lied and told him I felt ill which put another guilty weight upon my shoulders.
I need to stop.