I must of been in my room for about half an hour when I heard rustling and shuffling from outside of the door. I looked over to the door and saw a piece of paper had been left. I slowly got up and forced myself to walk over to the piece of paper and pick it up. I read the front of it and it said: To THE Kiera Louise Tomlinson. I huffed already knowing it was from harry but I thought I would read it anyway. I mean what harm could it do? At least let him explain, right? So I walked over to my bed with the letter and took a deep breath before opening it and reading it:
I know there is no way of explaining what I done today but I am going to at least try, so here goes. The girl's name is Sarah, I dated her back when I was about 14, we left each other on bad terms. Seeing her today I obviously went to say hello.. except she wanted more then a hello. I tried to pull away but she kept hold of my neck keeping me close to her. I kept trying to pull back but you came and well, you know the rest. I am defiantly not expecting you to forgive me but I am begging you to try. Because Kiera Tomlinson, I love you more then words can describe. It hurts to think that I probably wont have you in my arms ever again but I know you deserve a lot better. I am truly sorry, more than you can imagine. Ki I love you and you have to believe that. Please. When and if you read this then please can we talk, I think we need to. Your brother has already given me a busted lip and the boys aren't speaking to me. I don't know where Zayn is, must be upstairs but I'm guessing the same with him. Lex, jeez. I don't know what to do about her. She wants to kill. I've never seen her like that, I don't blame her but she hates my guts. She called me a 'spunk trumpet', a 'spunk trumpet'. Seriously. If you forgive me then you have to convince Lex that I'm being serious about this, because I don't think I'm in her best books at the moment. I love you and still want to marry you. Please think about it.
Love from your curly haired sex bomb, Harry xxx
I just cried at bits and got a bit confused at others, like spunk trumpet, seriously where'd she get that from, good insult but where from. I wiped tears that had fallen onto my rosy cheeks and sniffed, staring at the letter for ages. After a period of time, I kept the letter in my hands and opened my door. Slowly and quietly walking down the stairs, I reached the front room door, took a deep breath and opened it wide revealing Louis and Niall pacing the room with Harry sat hunched over on the sofa in front of them. The door creaked and the boys looked up at me, Harry springing up from the sofa. "I'm leaving but if you do anyth". "It's fine." I calmly said to Lou cutting him of. Niall followed Louis out the room closing the door, leaving me and Harry. It was quiet for a while, not an awkward silence or anything.. no that was a total lie it was more awkward then a hooker in church.
Harry finally broke the silence after about 10 minutes. "So you've read the letter?" He asked. I just nodded. He sighed "C'mon Ki, at least talk to me" "And say what? 'Oh it's okay that you were snogging your ex in the plaza, I forgive you' no Harry! You hurt me and I don't care what you say if it was an 'accident' or 'she came onto me' or anything like that! FOR GODS SAKE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING MARRIED!" I yelled pretty pissed off. He looked at how hurt I was and how angry I was. "Look Ki, you wont believe anything I say, so I cant explain myself. But you have to understand that she honestly did come on to me." At that last comment I scoffed a bit turning away. "Harry. Listen, I don't care if she came onto you, you say you tried to pull her away but when I saw you two, you didn't look like you were trying that hard to be honest. We need a small break because you've really hurt me, a lot. I still love you." "And I love you so lets just forget about this yea?" I shook my head and quickly replied with "I don't think you quite understand how serious this is Harry. I'm gonna go and your gonna stay here." "Babe" "No, just stay here, prove it to me." "Prove what?" He said looking confused. "Just prove it." He flopped on the sofa with his head in his hands. I took one last look at him and left the room closing the door, welling up.
I got into my pjs and got into bed reading the letter over and over again. After reading it about 5 times there was a soft knock on my door, I didn't want to talk to anyone so assuming it was Harry or Lex I just shouted "PISS OFF!" Then the door creaked open and an unfamiliar lock of brown hair appeared. I sat up to get a better view and realised it was Natalie. "Oh hi sorry I thought you were Harry or Lex" I said laughing awkwardly. She just smiled and said "Its fine, I heard shouting and wanted to see if your okay?" She asked. I just nodded replying with "Just Harry is a fuck tard and at the moment he can actually piss right off" I laughed a bit and so did she. "Well, I best let you sleep, I'm here if you need to talk okay?" I just nodded and thanked her and she left. I sunk back into my bed and fell asleep dreaming about nonsense.