Once I finished helping Lex with her stuff, I sat down on the sofa next to Kiera, I was more reassured now but I didn't know whether to tell her that I knew she had doubts about us. I don't know. I tried not to think about it much, Kiera seemed fine so I was fine. I put my arm around Kiera and jut forgot about it. Niall, as usual was hungry, so he went to the cupboard and fridge, he had a bit of a panic mode as we had ran out of food, we hadn't actually been food shopping since we moved in, "Guys, not to worry you or nothing but we have no.... food, we need to go shopping now." Niall slowly said whilst running into the front room. "Ok man calm down, lets each get some money and then some of us will go shopping in a minute." Zayn chuckled. We all nodded and Lex said "I'll make a list." The thing with Lex was that she actually liked making lists, she liked to be organised in that way. Whilst we all said a load of things we wanted from the shop, we all put some money on the table and decided who would go to the shop. Lex wanted to go, Kiera went and so did Lou, I ended up going to.
We got into Lou's car and drove of to ASDA. Shopping took longer than I thought, Lou and Lex went of with the trolley and me and Ki took a basket to get some extra bits. Me and Ki got some smaller bits like milk and bread and other things. Somehow we could hear Lex and Lou mucking about, even in a shop they couldn't behave. I seen Lex sitting inside the trolley and Lou running about with it. Me and Kiera just stared at them whilst they sped down aisles. We finished getting food and went to find the two nut cases to go and pay, Kiera noticed Lex and Lou stood by the trolley with smirks on their faces, and looking like their trying not to laugh. They handed the trolley to us and got led outside by a security guard. Paying for the food, we curiously went outside to find them in Lou's car creasing up. I ran over and opened the car door and a roar of laughter came out, eventually Lou started the car and they both calmed down, "What happened?" "We, um, well we got chucked out, because we were messing about." Lex said between laughing. She started laughing again, Lexii's laugh is contagious, when she laughs, other people start to laugh to, so me, Kiera and Lou started to laugh as well.
I ended up creasing up all the way home. After Lou Parked in our driveway, We struggled to bring all the bags in, there was to many, so we called Niall out who grabbed 2 bags and rushed into the kitchen and started to rummage through them. We placed the rest of the bags on the kitchen side and let Niall go through them to. I decided to cook dinner, I wanted to make fajitas but I wasn't amazing at them, but Zayn was so I asked him to help me. Everyone was hungry so we got to it straight away. During making the food I told Zayn about me and Lou getting thrown out of ASDA and he was wetting himself with laughter and was probably a bit surprised. Lou told the rest about our eventful shopping trip, you could tell because we could hear laughter and squeals coming from next door. The fajitas turned out good, better than I expected to be fair. "Dinner!" I bellowed and the kitchen became flooded with people. We grabbed our plates and sat at the table. Our conversations at he table were always weird and a but random I have to say. I was enjoying home cooked food, I didn't mind going out but it was nice to have dinner at home, I could see Harry still wasn't normal. I nudged Zayn, who was sitting next to me, when he looked at me I jerked my head towards Harry, we both looked at him, Zayn could see something was wrong, Hazza was sat in front of me so I kicked him under the table, he looked up from his plate and mimed "What?" I looked to the kitchen and left the room, he followed after. "What's wrong with you, all day you haven't been yourself ." I could see he was getting agitated. He paced the kitchen repeatedly. He said nothing was wrong, if I kept asking he would eventually tell me or let it out, so I kept going, he needed to say it. After about 5 minutes of asking, he eventually shouted "It's Kiera!" Before you could hear them lot talking in the other room, but its just went silent all of a sudden. His next sentence he said more quietly and hushed "Its Ki. I think she still has doubts about us. Today she's been normal and I've been agitated all day, not feeling right. How can she be normal if earlier she had doubts? " I sat on the side and just watched him cry. I gave him some tissue and hugged him. "Harry, how did you find out anyway?" "Niall. He said he heard you talking in her room." he said looking up from the ground. "I should've known, he had his ear against the door earlier, the fecker!" He laughed a bit whilst wiping under his eyes. Enough was enough, they needed to talk. "Wait here." I ran into the dining room and grabbed Kiera. She knew something was wrong now as she obviously heard what Harry shouted, I pulled her into the kitchen with Harry. "What's this about." she said looking at the floor. I went away and left them alone. They were in there for a good hour or more. They'd be fine, I hoped. When they came out of the kitchen they were smiling, he was walking behind Kiera with his arms around her waist so I'm guessing they were back to normal. They both looked at me, smiled and said "Thanks Lex." I smiled back and nodded. "I'm just glad your fine again." We all took our plates into the kitchen, and done rock, paper, scissors on who would wash up tonight, Liam lost so he was in the kitchen for half hour or so. The time was around 5 ish, not late so me and Zayn went out for a walk down the beach, alone time really.
We grabbed our coats and I put my beanie on then left, with Zayn holding my hand. When we got to the beach, I remembered the exact place where we were. "Do you know what happened here?" I questioned thinking he wouldn't know. "That my girl is where I asked you to be my girlfriend and over there is where I kissed you for the first time" he said pointing to the water. I smiled and rested my head on his arm. "And here where were standing is where Kiera ran over telling us she was engaged." He added. "Smart arse" I said looking up at him. We carried on walking down the beach stopping for ice cream, I mean you cant not go to the beach, pass an ice cream stall and not buy ice cream, because we just had dinner we shared one. Randomly Zayn just said "Lex, you know I love you don't ya?" I stopped walking and just looked at him. "Really?!" I said surprised looking at the floor. "Yea, I love you Lex" he said whilst putting his hand under my chin lifting it up to meet his eyes. "I love you to Zayn." I said, at the same time hugging him and putting my head on his chest, pulling him close with a big grin on my cold face. Nobody's ever really said 'I love you' to me before. My parents do, relatives and friends, them kind of people, but never a boy, like my boyfriend. I actually started getting emotional because of this. I started sniffing as a few happy tears rolled down my cheek and onto Zayn's T-shirt. "What's up babe?" he said pulling me away from him and crouching down a bit to see my face as I was facing the floor. "Nothing, its just that nobody's said they love me before, or they have but not in this way." He smiled at me whilst wiping my tears from my cheek. I looked up at him and next thing you know he pulled me close again and mine and his lips just crashed together, not even joking I felt like fireworks were in my stomach. Cant lie about this either, we were there for ages, but when we had actually had to pull our lips apart, he just put his arm around my waist and we walked the whole length of the beach and back, just talking, and the odd kiss obviously.
When we got in, our faces were tingling because of the change of temperature. I took my beanie and coat of, Zayn took his coat of and hung it up, he went to walk into the front room, but I pulled his hand back to me, he spun around and I wrapped my arms around his neck, his arms swung around my waist and pulled me towards him. I pulled my arms down around his neck so I could reach his lips, I kissed him again, but for longer, much longer, you could probably say we 'made out' if you prefer. When we eventually entered the front room, Zayn was behind me with his arms around me still and my head was laid back on his chest. "Alright mate?" Harry said to Zayn not taking his eyes of the TV. "You ok you two, the door closed like 10 minutes ago, what you been doing out there?" Ki questioned. Me and Zayn just looked at each other and sniggered. "What you even watching you haven't took your eyes of the TV?" I asked Harry, its true, he hadn't taken his eyes of it since we came in, while he answered me and Zayn sat on the sofa next to Niall. "Something to do with making Taco's, I wanted a new recipe." "Um, Ok." I looked to my left and Niall just rolled his eyes. "1 hour we've watched this for, 1 hour." "Well I'm bored already so I'm just going to go upstairs and have a shower." I left the room and I looked back and Zayn was hot on his heels to follow me. I heard Lou as we went up the stairs saying "I don't even wanna ask!"