19. No No This Can't Be Happening
I didn't want to tell Rachel that the condom broke but I knew I has to. She got up and took a shower so I decided to sit on my window couch. When she got out of the shower she asked if anything was wrong and I said, "Well ummm the.... condom broke. She was shocked and she started tearing up. She said, "No no this can't be happening what am I gonna do."
I grabbed her and hugged her while she was crying into my chest. I said, "It's ok babe everything's gonna be ok." She said,"But what if I'm pregnant and you leave me." I looked her in the eyes and said, "I would never leave you if you were pregnant I love you and I would stay by your side. She just kissed me and hugged me.
Skip to the following Saturday
Luke and I went to Walgreens to pick up a pregnancy test and we got back to his place and I went to the bathroom and followed the instructions. When I saw the result I just cried.