Lyrics this afternoon :P
I wont give up on us
even if the sky's get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up.
I think i fell asleep in Austin's arms because when I woke up he was sleeping next to me on the hospital bed. I just stared at him admiring his looks. His cute pointed nose, beautiful blue eyes even though they were closed, amazingly soft brownish black hair, those pink, soft, kissable lips. Oh those lips that I would love to kiss again. I moved closer to him making sure I didn't wake him up. My face moved closer inch by inch to his lips. Next thing I know my lips are on his. Now I'm not much of a what's it called, squishy person I guess so I'm not going to go into detail about the butterflies, bombs, like last time. I pulled away but was pulled back down so I fell on his chest.
"What are you doing?" He asked with a smirk in his oh so sexy morning voice. I blushed knowing I was caught
"Uhm-- I, I'm sorry." I whispered
"Why're you sorry love?"
"Because..." I knew why I was sorry but I didn't want to say it because I'm not sorry, I liked the kiss.
"Because you like me? Or cause you kissed me?" His smirk growing bigger with each word
"Okay 1.I don't like you..." Lie "2. that kiss was an accident I slipped and my lips attached yours duh. Happens all the time." I tried to shrug it off.
"You know you cant resist this.." he said doing like a body point thingy "And do tell me how you slipped and your lips just landed on mine." This boy is killing me.
I grabbed a pillow and covered my face then hit him in the face with it as he started laughing loudly. Two can play at this game.
"Why'd you tell me to kiss back when we were playing spin the bottle?" I asked him knowing what I was going to do.
"Uh-because.. it was a dare?" it was now my turn to smirk
"Why'd you tell me to stay when I was about to leave your room when your girlfriend came? Why did you-" BAM! His lips were now on mine. I pulled away.
"Is that your way of telling me to shut up?" I laughed connecting our lips yet again. Austin put his hands on both sides of my face, trapping me. My heart was beating so fast, I thought it was going to burst out of my chest. I know, cliché but still. A million thoughts ran through my mind. What if he's just playing with me? What about his girlfriend? Does he think I'm a good kisser? Why is he kissing me when he has a girlfriend? I pulled away.
"Austin, we cant do this."
"Why not?" he asked sounding hurt
"Because you have a girlfriend!" I replied not wanting to say it but knowing I had to.
"Ariana I already broke up with Amber. She cheated on me and she was acting like a bitch to you." Awesss
"I'm sorry she cheated on you. She didn't deserve you, you deserve someone better than a skank like her." He chuckled and nodded
"Thank you." I nodded and hugged him.
"But I don't understand it why would sh-" I stopped talking when his finger was on my lip
"Shh. its fine. I have an eye on someone else." Wow... um... yeah... that did the trick. I could feel tears start to build but why am I crying? I knew it was too good to be true. I swallowed the huge ass lump in my throat and answered.
"Tell me about her."
"Well she has blackish brown hair with blonde at the tips, the most beautiful eyes in the world, they could light up a whole sky! She's not afraid to say what she means and she isn't judgmental.." I bit my lip from crying as he continued
"Her smile is amazing every time I see it and when she's sad or when she's crying, it breaks my heart. We go to the same school and I've noticed her around the halls and she takes 3 of my classes, but I haven't had the balls to talk to her. She's smart, gorgeous, nice, cares about people, amazing personality."
"She sounds amazing." I turned as a tear fell but I quickly whipped it away so he wont see.
"She is, but the thing is...she shuts people out... And I don't want her to shut me out. I want to be there for her when she needs a shoulder to cry on and I would beat up the person who caused her tears. Cuddle with her until noon with her in my arms, Little kisses here and there, introduce her to all my friends, be not only her boyfriend, but her best friend." He finished
"Then why don't you just ask her out, I'm sure she's going to say yes. I mean look at you, any girl who turns you down is crazy and doesn't know what good personality and looks are. So go on, get out of here and get the lucky girl." I winked laughing a little but it was all fake. I was hurting inside.
"I cant." he answered. Why cant he?
"Okay I mean this in the nicest way possible. Grow some damn balls and ask the girl out already! You never know when some other person is going to sweep her off her feet before you do. It's going to be fine" I reassured him
"No, I cant because she's in this room right now." I gave him a confused look. We're the only ones in here and- oh...
"Oh..." I felt my cheeks start to flush. I'm the girl he likes? Am I dreaming right now because like- is this possible?! Oh my gawd!
"Close your eyes." was all he said and I obeyed
"Okay, open." I covered my mouth with both my hands. OH MY GOD!
"So Ariana Rebekah Nichole Smith, will you marry me?" he asked hold this like ruby green box with a ring in it.
"Yes! I will marry you!" I yelled tears threatened to spill somehow. He smiled widely and took off the ring that was on my finger right now and put the new ring on.
"What about that ring?" I asked him referring to the ring he now had in his hand
"You can keep it, like a regular ring." I nodded taking it and putting in on my right hands middle finger.
"Thank you." I announced
"For what?'' he knitted his eyebrows
"For all the nice things you said about me. And I will try my best to not shut you out." I smiled pulling him so he was on top of me but not squishing me.
"I love the ring by the way loverboy." with that I pulled his face down to mine kissing pulling away once in a while for air. Right now we were just on the bed cuddling.
"Austin what about our parents?"
"They wont know and even if they did, that wont stop me from marrying you, even if it means running away together. I like you, you like me and there is nothing they can do about it."