I welcome everyone but give 'em nothing when they arrive
Or else build a house with no way to come inside
I've learned to hide my tears, learned to hold them deep inside
And then sell my fears just to pick your pockets dry
Don't let them in, don't let them see
be the good girl you always had to be.
Only know you love her when you let her go.
Austin and I finally finished decorating my room when there was a knock at the door.
''You gonna go get that?'' he asked me as he laid face first on my bed. I sighed but got up anyways putting my hair in a messy bun. I didn't even bother looking in the eye hole thingy and just opened the door.
"What are you doing here?" I asked starting to get nervous
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I know what I did was wrong and that I know you probably wont forgive me, but I just wanted to say I'm truly sorry" I looked at him and didn't say anything. I was still mad, no angry for what he did and he just shows up at my door saying sorry?
"I don't care if you are sorry its not going to change what happened! Sorry doesn't even have a meaning anymore when anyone uses it! Its like if you hit someone you love and then say sorry but you do it over and over again, the words I love you or sorry wont and don't have a meaning anymore. You know you put me in a hospital!?" I yelled at him.
"I know and i'm sorry! I didn't take my medications I was supposed to take because I thought I didn't need them anymore!" I chuckled with no emotion in my voice.
"How come I never knew you were taking medications Harry I thought we told each other everything but was I the only one?"
"No, Ari its not like that. I didn't tell you because I thought if you found out you wouldn't want to be my friend no more." he sounded sad and looked like he was about to cry. I sighed and pulled him into a hug.
"I would always be your best friend even if you were taking medications, what difference does it make?" I told/asked him as he hugged back tighter.
"You know what I figured out the past days you were gone?" he asked me
"What?" I replied. He looked down and scratched the back of his neck.
"I let you go and I finally realized I love you." I stared at him for what seemed like years until he pulled me out of my own thoughts.
"Harry-" I began but he cut me off
"I know, your marrying Austin, but you don't have to you and I can run away together and get married!" I started backing away from him looking at him like he was crazy.
"Are you crazy?!" I exclaimed "I like Austin and I have to marry him but I don't even look at it like an arranged marriage anymore because I really really like him and nothing is going to change that. I'm sorry Harry but I wont run away with you or break up with Austin!"
I heard screaming coming from downstairs so I went to check it out. I stayed behind the stairs so they wouldn't see me but I listened into their conversation soon noticing she was arguing with Harry.
" "I let you go and I finally realized I love you." He told her as I clenched my fists.
"Harry-" she began but he cut her off by saying.
"I know, your marrying Austin, but you don't have to you and I can run away together and get married!" I got angry at what he was telling her but didn't go in yet (Don't think wrong you nastys) waiting to hear what she would say.
"Are you crazy?!" she exclaimed "I like Austin and I have to marry him but I don't even look at it like an arranged marriage anymore because I really really like him and nothing is going to change that. I'm sorry Harry but I wont run away with you or break up with Austin!" I smiled at her response and continued walking down the stairs.
"What are you doing here?" I asked knowing the answer.
"I came back to steal MY girl back!" (EVERYBODY WANNA STEAL MY GIRL! EVERYBODY WANNA TAKE HER HEART AWAY!) he commented which got me frustrated
"Well she's MINE and I'm not breaking up with her, we get married soon and I really like her if you haven't noticed that already."
"STOP IT YOU TWO! I'm NOT SOME TOY Y'ALL CAN JUST BUT OUT OF A STORE AND CALL YOURS! I'M A FUCKING HUMAN BEING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! NOW CALM THE FUCK DOWN BEFORE I KICK BOTH OF YOU OUT OF THIS DAMN HOUSE!" Ariana jumped in.
"She's right. We should call it trues" I didn't want to say that but I did it for Ari
"Sure." he replied and we shook hands.
"Come inside now." she told him "Now I'm going to make a call to my parents and I want you two to get along without fighting and I promise you if I hear fighting coming from y'all I WILL kick you out the house. Understand?"
"Yes mom." We both said at the same time and glared at each other. This is going to be a LONG day.