Give me love like her, 'Cause lately I've been waking up alone, Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt, Told you I'd let them go, And that I'll fight my corner, Maybe tonight I'll call ya, After my blood turns into alcohol, No, I just wanna hold ya.
I like it like this. These conversations are what I missed or just holding her close to me no talking just comfortable peace.
"Babe.." I started saying
"Mmh?" I was arguing in my head if I should ask her about it or not but I guess my mouth decided on its own.
"What did they do to you?" I asked her. She didn't answer for about two minutes
"You don't have to answer it..it's just that I wasn't there for you when you really needed me and I just want to know if he hurt you badly so I wan--could protect you."
"He--they kept me in a room. He would come in every now and than to beat the air out of me or uhm he would..I can't. I'm sorry I just can't say it" she cried I pulled her closer to me kissing her forehead.
"Shh, it's okay. I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere"
"Im sorry. I know you wanted to know and be my superman, but you can't always be there to help me and you can't always be there for me because one day you're going to be fed up with me because I mean who's going to want someone that was kidnapped and ra-" she stopped herself
"Ariana, I can't promise you that I will be there every second of everyday but I can promise you that I will eve there when you need me. No matter if I'm sleeping or in a job interview, call me or text me I don't care I WILL be there. And honey I can't be no superman but for you I'll be superhuman. Come on we gotta get you to the hospital to get you checked out to make sure you're really okay." She hesitated at first but then agreed.
We made it to the hospital with little people looking at me with disgust on their face.
"Ariana Grey?" The doctor called out.
"That's me." I replied walking up to him Austin holding my hand. He took us to this room and I started getting more nervous by the minute.
"Don't worry everything's going to be fine." I could feel Austin tensed when the doctor put his hand on my thigh to check my down there. Austin cleared his throat loudly.
"Can't she get a female doctor for this because frankly this is making me uncomfortable. You touching my fiancé." He's jealous!
"Yeah if it makes you that uncomfortable I'll get Dr.Torres for you." With that he left the room. Turning to Austin he was looking at some magazines pretending I wasn't looking at him.
"Baby you don't have to be jealous, he was just doing a check up he is after all a doctor." I commented
"I know but I dont want any other guy touching you except me after what happened." I pushed over on the bed like thingy patting the spot next to me.
"Come" I told him and he obeyed. "Sing to me?"
"You know I can't sing."
"I don't care right now I just wanna hear your voice."
"Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt, Told you I'd let them go, And that I'll fight my corner, Maybe tonight I'll call ya, After my blood turns into alcohol, No, I just wanna hold ya.." He continued until Dr.Torres came in and did the check up. When the test results were back.....
I know it's short and i sowwie. I'm bouts to go to my next block Math 😩 and I might update if I finish my math work early. I love you guys!! 😘😘😘😘 thanks for reading Andee Xxx