It's been a while, my darlings xx
Gone was this weak girl that a man could walk all over.
I was so tired of being used.
Over and over again.
What kind of woman would I be if I couldn't even love myself enough to know this was wrong and I shouldn't be hurting like this.
When morning came, I woke up with a smile - despite my inner void - and made the boys breakfast.
They woke up and ate it quickly before tackling me in a hug as a thanks.
Today I decided that I'd check back in on Y/n.
Not that I cared.
I was just bored.
I saw a fake smile plastered on her beautiful face as she made, what seemed like, a very large breakfast.
How would she eat this herself? Where even is she?
Soon enough, the boys I call my best friends, step into view and easily devour the food and hug Y/n tightly.
I see her close her eyes in the hug, as if containing herself and her feelings.
When the boys let up, she seemed to have a more realistic smile on her face and she quickly disappeared from frame.
What's going on there?
I don't know how I'm going to do this.
My chest literally feels as if it's being sucked into an endless void.
It hurts so so much.
But I want it to go away.
Feelings are stupid anyway.
Michael didn't even love me. Why should I keep holding onto some dream life I wished for?
I just wanted to say goodbye.
Goodbye to feeling worthless. Goodbye to feeling betrayed. Goodbye to being blinded by love.
I wanted it all to stop.
Dun. Dun. Duuuuun. I know it's short, guys, but I gotta keep y'all on your toes. What do you think is gonna happen?? Comment your thoughts! Thankyou for reading <3 Love y'all