Hey y'all, I'm back haha! I'm sorta kinda staying up all night until "She's Kinda Hot" comes out... in about 6hours... so I'm bored which means a long update for y'all ;)
Warning; cussing, Troy body shames
I ran to Calum's apartment to tell him and from there, we went to Luke's.
Tomorrow we go to Earth. Just for a bit.
Luke suggested we invite Michael, but it came out to a vote of no.
Michael would just get upset about us comforting Y/n instead of him. But she's not the one hurting innocents.
Calum insisted we leave without even mentioning it to Mikey, we all agreed.
I went home and started to pack as soon as possible, telling the guys to do the same and that we will all meet at the Dorothy's at 10 a.m.
I drank the whole bottle of rum, I had.
I wanted whiskey, not rum, but the stupid store was all out from the "break in" from a "mysterious robber".
I threw the empty bottle against the far wall of my living room, making it crash down with the other broken bottles.
I should feel better than this.
Why am I sitting at home instead of fucking some chick I won't remember?
My playlist played 'American Idiot- Greenday' and I zoomed to stop it.
That song was one of Y/n's favorites. She said it was true, how people nowadays are so caught up in being "normal" and "popular" that they're all just as much as idiots. I agree. I like this song, but it reminded me of her, and I can't have that now can I?
What I can have, is more alcohol.
After we all texted in group chat to say we were heading over, I slipped a picture into my bag.
It was a picture of Y/n and Mikey. They didn't know I took the picture, because I was hidden, but it was one of them in the shop, buying that ball gown for Y/n and they leaned in to kiss each other, but never did.
It was beautiful. Y/n was in the gorgeous gown and had an awkward smile on her face as if asking Michael if she was good enough and Michael had his eyes practically bulging out of his head with a stupid grin on his face and their lips inches- no centimeters- apart.
I broke out of my thought and threw my bag in the back of my car and sped off towards Dorothy's.
I entered and Calum and Luke were already there, smiles on their faces, bags slung around their shoulders.
"So, boys, I'm guessing you wanna go back to the ole' world, huh?" Dorothy smiled.
"Exactly." I smiled back and she winked and led us towards the room.
We've never actually been back to earth since our deaths... when Y/n left she seemed so scared of what was beyond the door.
I hope we don't get lost.
I wandered the streets as the new sun was shining and old couples came out to water their dying plants.
It was gross, faking like you love each other just for your own benefits.
I kicked a pebble down the street, until I reached Luke's shop.
'Haven't seen him in a while' I said to myself as I tried to open the door. 'Huh, locked' I searched for his spare key and found it under the potted plant and unlocked the door to the dark, empty shop.
I guess Luke isn't in today.
'Go. Home. Michael' I hissed at myself, but I just walked further into the store, going to Luke's office.
"Just a peak at Earth" I whispered "Just a peak."
I turned on the monitor and looked up the area of Y/n's apartment. She was there.
I laid in bed with Troy, his head on my chest (he likes sleeping on my chest because he says my breasts make for good pillows) and just stared at the ceiling.
'This shouldn't be my life' I thought. 'I shouldn't be on Earth, I wanna go back in time!'
Troy stirred, about time he waked up, I've been starving and haven't been able to move.
"Morning bitch." Troy laughed, kissing my cheek.
I faked a laugh and got out of bed.
"Wanna dance naked for me?" Troy asked, wiggling his eyebrows.
"No. Never gonna happen Troy." I said changing my shirt.
When she took off her shirt, I almost lost it.
"We should go running again soon, or head back to the gym." Troy suggested.
"Eww why?" I complained, throwing on my shorts and t-shirt.
"You're gaining a bit." He laughed.
"Oh." Was all I could mutter. Was I really gaining weight? I didn't work out in the underworld...
"It's okay, you're still cute, blub and all." He smiled, getting up to take a shower.
I sat down on our bed and stared at my reflection in the mirror by the bed.
I lifted my shirt and cringed at my large stomach and squished thighs, then quickly pulled down my shorts and shirt so I looked slightly thinner.
I felt my eyes sting.
Fuck. Him. Y/n.
Who the fuck cares what he thinks?
I felt the sudden urge to visit and rip his throat out, happily, but I think Y/n would have a problem with that.
"She doesn't matter anymore, Michael" I growled at myself.
I was lying, but continued to watch, sitting in a chair.
I went down stairs to make some biscuits, but before I could the door bell rang.
"SOMEONE'S AT THE DOOR!" Troy yelled.
The door bell rang again.
"GET THE GOD DAMN DOOR!" Troy shouted.
I sighed and opened the door, not meeting the eyes on the person in front of me "We don't want or need any more luxuries, thanks, have a nice day" I said, turning to shut the door again but it was stopped by a HUGE hand.
"It is a nice day, isn't it?" An all too familiar Australian accent said.
That's all for now beautifuls! You like it? Idkkk I think Mikey's gonna be pissed, when he sees the boys with her. Oop? Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all